When I read /r/hapas I see all kinds of insane posts where they’re like “oh man all these Asians in Asia are so rude and bully me,” but now I realize they weren’t being bullied for being half-white. I’m from an Asian dominated enclave and never got bullied by Asians not even once. They got bullied cause they were half-ugly. And when it comes to being ugly, that’s the one case where the one drop rule REALLY applies. So now all these Wasians with their fugly white dad are gonna be the ones enacting out their far-right American exceptionalism neo-colonial incel-cope on Asian countries.
Someone sent me this link to this “Wasian” (fuck that term) political scientist or whatever at Yale or whatever, who published a bunch of books about how America is top dog and China will never catch up. Obviously he has an Asian mom.
I was thinking of why I moved back to China and I realized all along it’s cause I was hot. See, at around 12, girls, white, black and Asian started calling me hot. 12 years old is basically the exact time when the opposite sex starts OPENLY calling some dudes hot and from that point on, your life trajectory is set. As a result I never saw the need to participate in whatever American “culture” is. If I had to think back to my 12 year old brain, I thought American culture was fake, racist, greedy and corny. I was perfectly fine in my little Asian hood banging girls and having fun eating Chinese food. I had no motivation for a career, money, none of that, cause I won at life being born with high cheekbones. Even to this date when my bum ass leaves the house I can’t look up without seeing some woman leering at me like an incel leers at hot women.
I moved to China cause I wanted to continue that lifestyle cause at around 22-23 I realized America was too chaotic for someone who is “hot” to tolerate. That’s literally it. That’s LITERALLY the extent of my life experience and I’m tired of being confused about why I did the things I did.
I also just realized my Chinese family moved to America because in China they were considered ugly, and weren’t special. So they went to America to cope with money / education / status. Ironically I look like a clone of my mom but inherited her high cheekbones and am “hot,” while my brother looks like a clone of my dad and is a 42 year old virgin far-right lunatic. So the whole “move to America” was a complete waste of time because I moved back to China to be around hot / normal people.
In the future all these weird far right insecure incel-adjacent Wasian guys who never got called hot are gonna be the ones calling the shots on capitalism / the war complex in the west and, like everything else, going after the hot guys and their countries (China, North Korean, whatever), because no woman ever desired them so their entire existence from the second they were born has been about compensating with money / status.