How I became a half-Asian Nazi and why I’ll always live in shame because of this

What scares me is how easy it was to do this.

My brother is still a 40+ year old virgin with far right beliefs and I sincerely believe he wants to bring slavery back.

Do I have an excuse? No. But I can understand how this happened. As I said many times, my father was a pathological narcissist who wanted to “feel big” and basically fight back against what he saw as social change that penalized him as a white man – and he obviously had a problem with white women sleeping with black and non-white men – thus a “traditional” Asian woman was his methodology of achieving this. People take the path of least resistance in life, because life is a zero sum game and people are awful and evil – yes; even one’s parents. My dad was one of those guys who believed sex was evil, black men shouldn’t get with white or any women, that the Holocaust didn’t happen, that Jews ran society, that horror movies were evil, that the whole world was an evil place out to get him – rather than adapting to it. In reality he probably was a sexually frustrated autistic incel who never experienced the happiness and pleasures of life so all he could do was extrapolate his hatred onto the world.

Naturally, his sons would have inherited this narcissism and racism. I also have an adopted Asian uncle who literally thinks that he’s a white man – driving big trucks, wearing an American flag on his hat, talking like a weirdo redneck, wearing shorts in winter time, all around being a cringe knockoff of a white man. Why? Well – insecurity I suppose. I’ve heard both of them make comments about black men banging white women; talking about how bad immigration is; how much they love Trump.

Yes, that’s what it’s about. It’s a pathological fear of black men. Fear of sex. I went through this phase. My father was like this – deathly afraid of sex and women, which I think is why he went for an Asian woman – who he must have felt was asexual and predictable enough not to sleep with a black guy for fun. But before that, I wasn’t like this. I think a lot of my behavior stemmed from the subtle bullying and alienation I felt for being Asian. From friends, family, etc., the endless subtle comments. So it was easy for me to be swept up into Naziism. I wanted to be white at one point, but not really; I was also very proud of being ‘cool’. I was deeply insecure about being Asian for a while, as a result of the insane amount of microaggressions and betrayals. I remember in college – I had a crush on a black girl, and even she slept with one of my racist white friends, and I think that did major trauma to my brain, subconsciously. Naturally – I wanted to be white like my friend. After all – my mother had married a racist white man, not an Asian man, and to feel like I belonged and was “part of it all,” it seemed simpler for me to just adapt far-right politics in order to justify my newfound racism, my attempt to feel like I was higher on the hierarchy, despite being “lowly and weird Asian in blood.” When you’re surrounded by the toxicity eventually it becomes overbearing and you just want to fit in and belong, ESPECIALLY if they were people who were supposed to love and care about you.

I don’t feel I’ll ever live this down, because at the time I knew what I was doing. I was acting out of insecurity, and to this date I don’t know if I will ever be truly comfortable with being Asian. None of my Asian friends are; they’re ALL self-hating. Deep down, I was able to escape the far-right pipeline because I realized that I was a decent guy, and didn’t relate to the stagnation and sterile nature of white society. I remember even deep in my Nazi phase, I went out and befriended random black people at bars, on the street, etc., because I felt like I had more in common with them. Their freedom and coolness. But, again, I realize this was a luxury, to escape it. My brother? My 5’2″ Asian uncle? They’re a product of their insecurity, their lifelong brainwashing.

I helped myself by thinking back to how I was before I was, 21, or so. I was ardently anti-racist, and even didn’t like white people, like many New Yorkers, I thought they were cornballs. I didn’t even find the most stereotypical blonde / blue eyed white women attractive at all, to this day, I don’t, but then again, it’s not about what I find attractive – but more what THEY find attractive and as I see now, white supremacy is now going global. I remember growing up watching BET and ONLY being attracted to dark toned women. I don’t know what happened; I was introduced to some far-right anti-Jewish thought by some roommates of mine senior year of college (one was Persian, one was black, ironically) and I think from there I started to read some filth and it permanently screwed my brain up.

Nowadays, my brother is so brainwashed and in so deep on his racism that even at 40 he’s not willing to give it up. My father had brainwashed him and I to feel that IQ, “culture,” etc., made us more valuable than blacks, Latinos – aka, “wild,” “savage,” “oversexed” people. And all of his failures are due to mental illness rather than his own inability to function in the real world with equal competition. He believes HE deserves women and power, not “low IQ” black men.

I don’t think there’s a solution to this. It’s all I can do – just write.

Redneck Half-Asians

I was watching some rap show on Netflix and noticed this really uncomfortable looking half-Asian guy in the background who clearly was there only by invitation by the contestant as part of his family entourage, and he was wearing this trucker hat, had a big beard and one of those pro-American / gun shirts or whatever.

And I was like… another one?

Why are half-Asian men SO into proving that they’re real Americans, real tough-guys who take back America from all those libs, POC, feminists, etc?

Simple, well, like in my case, their fathers are white nationalist adjacent men who went for an Asian woman as a way to fight back against change, to feel big and unapologetically white, and have a woman that worshipped them and rewarded them for whiteness. This is how these hapa men are raised. Their mothers are marrying a white man because it’s simply out of the question to marry an Asian man. That’s how the game is rigged, after all. So, now, you’ve got a half-Asian man who was raised by two people who ostensibly SHOULD have been a right-leaning white couple, except the woman is Asian. Asian looking hapa son is so cut off from his mother’s culture, so brainwashed into thinking white society and white men are the pinnacle of all humanity – OF COURSE these hapas are going to act, talk, dress like good ol’ American boys. He’ll do ANYTHING to prove he’s a white American man – just with Asian facial features. And since he has Asian facial features, in order to escape the inevitably and persistent jokes and alienation, he goes WAY out of his way to signal to the world, through his actions and appearance – that he’s NOT a foreigner, NOT a POC, but a good old American white man – but just with an Asian mother.

There you go.

Stonetoss and the new wave of mixed-race Nazis / hardcore racists

Let me start off by saying:

Stonetoss (if you didn’t know) is a famous – if not the most famous – far-right, basically a literal Nazi, comic artist working right now.
I’ll be honest and say I went through about a extremely shameful 8 month phase where I was into this stuff – due to my father’s brainwashing, as well as my own insecurity about being Asian – so I know exactly what the issue is here. I was essentially just primed by my parents to be “next in line.” I gave it up though almost the split second I just remembered that I had more in common with some African guy I saw sitting in a bar than the whites around me. Can’t speak for the rest of my family.

Stonetoss got doxxed and was found to be a rotund (i.e., fat), basically sexually invisible white guy. However, he’s not really white, or at least not technically. He’s got a super white name – but guess what; his mother is Puerto Rican.

Years ago on /r/hapas we joked about white dads giving their mixed kids super “take back the west” names. Like Maximillian or Maximus or Tiberius or ridiculously over the top “white “names. This served two purposes; one, whitewashes the kid (even though your wife isn’t white, you can still use her as a surrogate to replace “dem white sluts!”), and two, weaponizes the kid in your quest to take revenge on the “new world order” and those nasty ethnic minorities and traitorous white women who bang all men but you.

Guys like Stonetoss are essentially raised as white knockoffs. Their mothers were picked frankly to be “submissive, traditional, whatever” replacement white women. Cause white women wouldn’t take their fathers. Women of color would, so these guys make up stuff about how ethnic women are trad and to be colonized by white men, trained in the ways of whiteness. And of course, these women are with white men for the money / citizenship / to marry up / whatever. Who cares at this point?

The sons, myself included, interpret this as our parents cosigning white supremacy, and due to being half-non-white, we become insecure about not being the whole thing, and go the extra mile; in Stonetoss’ case, this means becoming the world’s most prolific Nazi comic artist.

It’s only natural for the next wave of Neo-Nazis to be mixed race, because racist white men have been bussing in non-white women to replace white women for the last 60 years. If I remember correctly, Emit Till’s killer’s wife was Latina. Since women don’t really understand the male sex drive, they don’t really see much of a problem with marrying a Nazi that they won’t touch, and / or having “whiter” babies. It’s all pragmatism to these ladies. So now we’ve got a bunch of mixed race replacement white men, desperate to go the extra mile to prove just how white they are.

It should be noted that just by looking at him, he looks incel as shit. Well, I mean, of course he is. And just around the time he got doxxed he was hanging out – guess what, in Japan. Because OF COURSE he was. Racism and sexuality are linked. Guys who can’t get laid just go off the deep end, often into the far right, cause they get to equate being a big strong Caucasian man with being a big strong dominator of those heckin’ small, ethnic women; as opposed to Caucasian women who rejected him.

Yes, also, at one point in time I was a Nazi. Yes, I am terribly ashamed about this. The reason I was into this kind of thing was because I was being bullied for being half-Asian, my father was a Nazi, I had a ton of WMAF in my family, and I just automatically assumed being white was the best thing ever. I’m not making excuses for it, but at the time, it seemed like the thing to do. Nowadays I still have half-Asian racists in my family who go so far as to randomly make comments about little black kids who just happen to share a space with them… oh, the horror. Yes, this is how petty and insecure these half-Asians are. Go on /r/mixedrace and look up all the stories about peoples’ half-Asian friends who are just openly racist. It’s because of their racist white fathers who imported self-loathing Asian women to create “knock-off” white kids – and these knockoffs will do everything in their power to prove they’re the real deal.

Fertility rates go down when women marry white men

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/349842744_Racial_Pairings_and_Fertility_Do_Interracial_Couples_Have_Fewer_Children

For years I’ve been trying to fight back against white supremacy and this idea that half-white children are superhuman, especially when it is pushed by self-loathing women of color, and whenever people try to peg me as “more white passing,” I always use my experiences with women as the answer to how, well, I’m basically not really that white. I still remember back in the day, in high school even, when I would get offended when people called me “white,” because deep down I felt like it made me a chump, since in my area in NYC, it was never cool, or sexy, or swaggy to be white. That’s why I’m so adamantly against this “Wasian” thing – where all these kids with white dads and Asian moms go on and on about how amazing they are, and overlook the shit other POC including full Asians have to go through (on top of the insane toxicity that comes with having a racist white father and an Asian mother who essentially hates him to his core). There’s also the case of these Wasians who just deny a lot of the traumatic history of WMAF and other implications of it (stuff I’ve written about over and over on my blog).

When women marry white men, whether they be white or non-white, fertility rates go down, but when a white woman marries a man of color, the fertility rates match those of monoracial POC couples.

What this basically means is that white man + POC women and even white women, don’t really have all that much sex. Dead bedrooms, so to speak. This explains a lot about the world, and once again, I’m the only one shouting from the rooftops that sexuality is everything in this world. If you’re a woman that hates sex, but loves money, then hey, white people are for you.

I find it funny that half-Asian white supremacists (which is a huge amount of them), swear up and down that they’re all Keanu Reeves supermen, yet even Keanu himself can’t really get a good looking woman, especially not compared to his father, who was a WMAF Eurasian who looked totally Asian, and a drug addict to boot (Reeve’s mother was a model). Naturally, if your father is a white guy, especially a white guy who couldn’t get a white woman – you’re not going to inherit hybrid-vigorous sex-God genes. There are exceptions though, because I’ve know half-Asians who were very, very, very popular with women – but like myself, presented more on the Asian side. The fact that so many half-Asians and biracial men are born to mothers who deliberately chose less attractive men – could also explain the prevalence of such a high number of gay biracial Asian men.

Another thing is, based on my weight I can go from white to Asian passing and I can state for certain that women are way more sexually forward when I look more Asian.

This brings up two questions:

If WoC insist on marrying white men, on the basis that they’re “improving the race” – they must know that the child will be less sexually successful if he looks whiter – which basically defeats the purpose of natural selection. Therefore, I don’t think they do it for that reason; they do it for money and then hope the son is white passing enough for a big huge corporate job or whatever. After all, white men NEED money to get laid, hence white civilization is essentially one giant capitalist hellhole death-race at this point, fanned by the encouragement of women of all races using these men as walking ATMs. There’s guys in Africa, or the Philippines, for example, with zero dollars and 8, 9 women, and this is basically what quasi-white-supremacists are deeply afraid of; being outbred by (and losing power to) sexy poor guys (who are always non-white). Cause that’s how communism (the real thing, not the blue haired bearded manbun thing) takes root.
Eurasians who swear up and down they’re special and master race must honestly know they’re lying, and to be fair, I think they are, and their whole shindig about being all so good looking is just a coping mechanism. After all – good looks don’t mean much. White men have a monopoly on “classical good looks,” let by the looks of it, get laid the very least.

That’s why I think the battle between the west and the rest of the world (the communist leaning, global south), is one in which incels seek to leverage wealth against the tide of poor broke guys who just reproduce A LOT.

In short, white supremacy is basically kind of a joke, UNLESS, you’re one of those people who basically views a human beings worth as how many digits their bank account is, whereupon it can be safely assumed your opinions probably don’t really matter all that much.

Bottom of the barrel, undesirable, racist white men and their Asian girlfriends and wives

Asian women, especially from Asia, don’t prioritize love, and especially do not prioritize sex. This means that they will basically latch onto men with power and money in order to “secure the bag” or “the future.” There’s no sex involved, which is an added bonus to it. The lack of sex / love oftentimes drives even the most nihilistic “bootstraps” conservative white man who thinks that a man’s job is to “provide for his asexual wife” insane, just so long as she isn’t “slutty” and is “traditional” (basically – she won’t sleep with a lot of men; which she can’t, because she’s not sleeping with any man unless she REALLY needs to secure the bag). Like it did my dad.

In fact, the idea of an asexual, “traditional” Asian wife appeals to a lot of literal untouchable men, because they fear female sexuality and the idea that women will choose men based on physical attraction; and Asian women are the odd ones out in that they would rather marry a physically / mentally decrepit white man for “ease of life” over marry for legitimate love and attraction; to them, it seems wrong to do otherwise. Again, this is a wet dream for white / other incels. The idea of finally getting a woman who overlooks his physical unattractiveness and social awkwardness that made him repugnant to all other women. She only cares about money, whiteness and social integration. A match made in hell. Add to the insanity of being belittled and denied intimacy by a woman he went into it specifically in order to “feel big,” and oftentimes these guys drift further and further into rabbit holes of right wing dialectic and take out their hostility on Asian, black, Latino, etc., men.

Honestly – think about what this does to the half-Asian child’s life, which is one of the reasons why many WMAF couples genuinely do not want half-Asian sons.

Undesirable men of all stripes “prefer” Asian women due to the fact that they have an asexual methodology for “securing the bag.” Simply “just be white” or “just have money,” and no matter how old, repugnant, racist a white man is – he can get an Asian wife. It’s basically standard.

The problem with this is that:

A) half-Asian men identify as Asian, and have to live under a social system in which Asian men are cast aside in favor of old, repugnant, racist, bald, incel white men – especially those with money.

B) half-Asian men are raised by two people who do not care about anything but fulfilling their needs to be rewarded for being white – which causes all kinds of havoc and insecurity in half-Asian mental states.

Basically, an entire generation of half-Asians were born to extremely low status, unattractive white men, and their asexual Asian wives looking to “marry up,” not cause it was the right thing to do, but because it was the only thing to do. A very Asian way of doing things. Simple latch onto the underclass of white man hoping to have white babies and a white lifestyle.

The insecure half-Asian man

Half Asian men have a tendency to be really insecure, as a result of their Asian mothers marrying “up” with a non-Asian male (oftentimes an undesirable one – which more than not results him in being ‘weird’ and racist), and yet resembling or at least having Asian features – as a man. It’s really that simple.

Then, on top of that, half-Asians are told that they’re “master race” mixed people (which is just an excuse for them not to be full Asian), raised instead by two narcissistic, legitimately racist people who have a hatred of Asian men, leading to some serious overcompensation and delusional, over the top, insecure behavior. There are millions of these guys. Every time I see in the news some vaguely Asian looking guy behaving essentially like a white incel (like his father), guy turns out to be half-Asian. (The founder of 8chan and his son – for example). Keep in mind an entire generation of incel, suspect, low desirability white men married Asian women and have fully grown kids now. It’s amazing that WMAF couples push their children as “master race” yet can’t have the self-awareness to understand that the things they say and do to denigrate Asians affects their half-Asian children.

Most if not every single half Asian males I meet, especially the ambiguous ones, are toxic, racist, self loathing and some variant on sexually insecure deeply disturbed weirdos who overcompensate with over the top behavior and / or racism.

As a result of this insecurity many half-Asian males, most of which like most men, can’t get laid without paying for it, go off on people they view as weak targets so that they can elevate themselves. These usually involve full Asian men and black women, who serve as the punching bag for sexually invisible men (and women) everywhere.

It’s really that simple; Asian women don’t want to marry an Asian man because of “reasons,” yearn to be white and have “whiter babies,” yet the son comes out looking like an Asian male, who is excluded and bullied by the same society that the racist white father and self-loathing Asian mother seek to uphold and maintain.

WMAF couples hate their own sons

https://www.wptv.com/news/state/university-of-florida-scientists-accused-of-keeping-children-in-cages

Peep this, another WMAF couple doing crazy stuff against their, of course, sons. Locking their sons, of course, in cages, is on par for the course for insane WMAF attempting to control or erase Asian-presenting male children, when their entire relationship is based on the child NOT being an Asian male. When the entire basis of the relationship is based on trying to escape Asianness, and to dominate and erase Asian male presentation of heritage – and the child looks “too Asian,” imagine the damage and strain it puts on the relationship, especially now since the kids are clearly suffering from bullying and self-hatred and are acting out as a result.

My mother tried to kill me on several occasions by driving at high speeds and swerving erratically along the swamps on Long Island, to the point that I had daily recurring nightmares of drowning for 20 years, and last year my brother told me that she told him she wished she had daughters, not sons, cause she was an extreme feminist. Keep in mind, on top of being bullied for being Asian by all groups of people, I had the utter hell of a homelife where my own mother was terrorizing my brother and I, terrorizing my father, and just screaming and raging in homicidal madness 24/7. Then, on top of this, my Asian family denied this was happening because Asians are all about “saving face” and “integrating” at all costs, and never “rocking the boat.” They had the gall to tell me that my experiences weren’t real, that I was “white passing,” and that I had to use my white privilege to get ahead and make a lot of money – and thus my problems would go away, even though my fully Asian passing brother is more than 40 years old now, makes a lot of money, and is a virgin who hates his Asian side and hates other people of color.

Obviously the end-of-their-rope unbangable incel white men who marry Asian women out of sexual desperation and hatred for white women, also hate Asian men; so now you’re stuck with a WMAF couple who hate Asian males yet are raising Asian sons. It’s really a mystery to me why there aren’t more Elliot Rodgers; guess who Elliot targeted most? Asian men and white women. Sound familiar? Who hates those two groups more than white men and Asian women?

I assure you, without any hyperbole or exaggeration, that biracial Asians are ones to keep an eye on.

The sexual war between Asian men and Asian women (and white men and men of color)

The divide between Asian men and Asian women is kind of simple. It’s sort of something I noticed over time. It’s actually the fact that Asian men are hypersexual, but Asian women are not.

As an Asian guy I personally know Asian guys who have an incredibly easy time in being intimate with non Asian women, for the reason being that our features, hairlessness, faces, etc. work well on our faces and makes us what I suspect to be the most attractive males. You can see this even with some of the Amerindian looking Mexican guys and some pretty boy black guys. Long before I even knew about any of this, I used to have this gut feeling that I had it on “easy mode” with sex and dating, because of my facial features.

Asian women, however, have the lowest libidos, so many resent Asian men as being “players” and “unfaithful.”

Also, I have seen white guys, even good looking rich ones, struggle to get past first base with women. Yes, I’ve even seen this with hapa guys as well, at least the whiter and ambiguous ones.

On the other hand, I’ve noticed women are more sexually forward towards me and it was pretty obviously because I was Asian. I had to talk with A LOT of people to understand that what I went through was not normal for a man.

So, a lot of Asian women go for white men precisely to avoid sexuality.

Meanwhile, a lot of XF go for Asian men specifically for sexuality, doing things for Asian men they wouldn’t for white or other men.

This causes the issue in our community and in the perception of Asian men and women. Conservative white men seek out Asian women for being less sexual. Asian men, having way more options than white men, or even other races of men, tend to have very high standards, and fuccboyish behavior, which upsets Asian women. However, conservative white men, due to having no intimacy with their partners, lash out a lot, sometimes getting violent with their Asian female partners, and oftentimes take out their anger on Asian men. Meanwhile, Asian men, being more sexually prolific, can be abusive and demanding, but, also, have a tendency to avoid conservatism and other nefarious politics that come with, for example, trying to undermine others to get laid.

It goes beyond that though. Western white culture is rooted in this idea that women are to be bought, when ironically Asian guys don’t really harbor that greed and need to pay for it. So that’s why you have things like WMAF in Washington advocating with war with socialist, non-warlike China. Everything in this world is sexual.

The problem is that when we half-Asian men somehow get “weaponized” by our Asian mothers and white fathers, to be this “revenge” on Asian men, to identify and be pushed as this replacement white man to sort of represent the nu-conservative identity of the American western male and his bitter, conservative Asian wife. It’s one of the reasons why half-Asian men are usually castrated nutcases; caught between their mother’s anger at Asian men, and their father’s ultra conservatism. The “Americanism” or “westernization” of the half-Asian male becomes a process of desexualizing and sterilizing him to just be a money making machine for the already sterile western hegemony.

“Go to Asia” as the solution for every white / non-Asian loser male on the planet

Virtually any time the discussion of a man who struggles with dating in the west comes up, the ultimate solution that everyone suggests is “go to Asia (East Asia) and find an Asian girl.”

It’s usually followed up with something like “you’ll automatically become Chad in Asia because you’re tall / non-Asian / have a bigger dick.” How delightful and progressive.

How utterly embarassing for half-Asians to have to listen to this as part of popular male culture.

Apparently Asian men are so pathetic that any guy, no matter how bald, ugly, short, racist, socially repugnant, who struggles to get women into him will go to Asia to “fix himself.” So by nature even the biggest loser can get an Asian girl to finally be a man. It’s almost like a rite of passage for the ugliest, most sexually invisible men on the planet, to get with Asian girls.

Why do half-Asians have to deal with this? On top of being considered Asian in the west, we have to deal with having the literal bottom feeders of the west as fathers? And yet half-Asians have the audacity to claim that they’re extremely attractive.

They’re not wrong though; losers indeed do hate Asian men and go for Asian women as their last ditch effort on having sex. Though I doubt many of these couples do have intimacy at all, since, after all, the entire point of “going to Asia” is because the women “apparently” will overlook how ugly / unbangable a man is in favor of getting a status / monetary boost. Which probably is true. I guess these women are notorious enough for their asexuality that it doesn’t matter that the guy looks like Ed Sheeran combined with Michael Cera. There’s no intimacy in the books anyways.

This is one of the reasons why unattractive women of color go for white men – and usually the most unattractive white men; the feeling of being “beautiful” and white and participating in an asexual, cutthroat, “civilized” ultra-capitalist environment makes them feel better about themselves. And ugly white men get to buy themselves out of inceldom, which was the entire point of western civilization in the first place. A literal match made in hell. The ugliest white men getting women of color through means of money and fighting back against men of color and white women. Real progressive.

When he likes Asian girls but hates Asian men

I had a roommate in college who was like this. All he would do was insult Asians, complain about Asians in the library or cafeteria, make fun of Asian men, say I looked “very Asian at certain angles” (yeah), then he wound up “hooking up” with Asian or half Asian girls. Then in the same breath turn around and harass me, a half-Asian male. And you wonder why half-Asians are nutcases.

He was lanky, bald, nerdy. Just the classic sexually invisible man who couldn’t get non-Asian girls to sexually desire him, kiss him, or sleep with him, so he wound up going for Asian girls. Like most of my male “friends,” he harbored a latent bitterness towards me, for getting better looking women genuinely into me, frankly cause I’m attractive and bangable (though I don’t like to kiss and tell). I get it, I’m so insecure, I’m so desperate, can’t get the poosy, can’t get a kiss, let me just bash on other people to feel big.

These guys go for Asian women as a last resort to feel powerful and strong in their sexuality, since in their minds, despite being rejected by other women, they’re still “bigger than an Asian man.” But deep down they crave the validation that having a white / non-Asian woman see them as truly sexy, but they can’t get it. Oh, I just remembered, it just so happened all these guys came from money. Imagine having all that cash and cars and still can’t get a woman to truly want you – ah, the plight of the average male.

They also simultaneously hate Asian men because this is just classic low-desirability male behavior; to bash others they perceive as beneath them, which generally includes racism. That’s why you can’t hit a racist male and not see an Asian woman behind him. Life is hard, and when you’re insecure you must punch down. Guys who get women for free because they are attractive are always the most uplifting and kind – and none of these guys go for Asian women because of their negative stigma. Add to the fact that “sex” (if it even happens) with a self-hating Asian woman is never fulfilling, and mostly generally about money and practicality (again, if it even happens), and guys with Asian girlfriends or wives wind up being permanently bitter about the fact that not even his own Asian wife / girlfriend wants him. Truly wants him. There’s like a legitimate correlation between how unbangable a man is, how much he “wants” Asian women, and how much he hates Asian men; heck a lot of these guys are half-Asians whose own fathers were like that. Deeply insecure and miserable about their perpetual state of being unwanted by women unless they throw money at it.

Also there’s an element that I’ve seen where a lot of non-Asian men are terrified of women sleeping with black men, so they go for Asian girls subconsciously for the “good girl” thing, because when she doesn’t enjoy sex, there’s a 0% chance she’ll sleep with a black man. Yeah, I wish I was joking. Don’t ask me how I know these things.