Ever wonder why there are so few successful half-Asian men?

Relative to our numbers, there are virtually NO Asian looking half-Asians of any measure of success in America. Compare that to half-black, half-white people.

So, whenever someone states (the usual garbage argument): w-w-w-what about Keanu Reeves? Keanu’s father was a drug addicted WMAF half Asian who passed as full Asian, and married a model – thus Keanu is 1/4 Asian, but technically AMWF (Asian male / white female)

Then of course they name some other messed up half-Asian female celebrities from 20 years ago (ahem, ahem, a certain one who wound up in a sex cult). Or name some totally white passing 1/4 Asian person and have the BALLS to say: “see! Half Asians can be successful, if they’re only 1/4 Asian and look 100% white!”

There will NEVER be a half-Asian, Asian presenting president of the US. Obama even himself admitted that the reason he was proud to be black was because his mother said that “black guys were cool.” When an Asian woman marries a white man – she is saying “white men are cool.”

Big problem there; half-Asian men aren’t white. So basically you’re slammed in the face by this every day of your life from the day you’re born – this idea that Asian guys are not welcome in America… not even by our own parents. Add to it the usual autistic creepy weirdo + Asian mom combo, and there’s no real reason for there to be successful half-Asians in the western world.

“B-b-b-bbut what can I do to raise my half-Asian son well?”

I don’t know. You decided being Asian wasn’t worth it. You yourself said it was worthless on a man. Figure it out.

How I became a half-Asian Nazi and why I’ll always live in shame because of this

What scares me is how easy it was to do this.

My brother is still a 40+ year old virgin with far right beliefs and I sincerely believe he wants to bring slavery back.

Do I have an excuse? No. But I can understand how this happened. As I said many times, my father was a pathological narcissist who wanted to “feel big” and basically fight back against what he saw as social change that penalized him as a white man – and he obviously had a problem with white women sleeping with black and non-white men – thus a “traditional” Asian woman was his methodology of achieving this. People take the path of least resistance in life, because life is a zero sum game and people are awful and evil – yes; even one’s parents. My dad was one of those guys who believed sex was evil, black men shouldn’t get with white or any women, that the Holocaust didn’t happen, that Jews ran society, that horror movies were evil, that the whole world was an evil place out to get him – rather than adapting to it. In reality he probably was a sexually frustrated autistic incel who never experienced the happiness and pleasures of life so all he could do was extrapolate his hatred onto the world.

Naturally, his sons would have inherited this narcissism and racism. I also have an adopted Asian uncle who literally thinks that he’s a white man – driving big trucks, wearing an American flag on his hat, talking like a weirdo redneck, wearing shorts in winter time, all around being a cringe knockoff of a white man. Why? Well – insecurity I suppose. I’ve heard both of them make comments about black men banging white women; talking about how bad immigration is; how much they love Trump.

Yes, that’s what it’s about. It’s a pathological fear of black men. Fear of sex. I went through this phase. My father was like this – deathly afraid of sex and women, which I think is why he went for an Asian woman – who he must have felt was asexual and predictable enough not to sleep with a black guy for fun. But before that, I wasn’t like this. I think a lot of my behavior stemmed from the subtle bullying and alienation I felt for being Asian. From friends, family, etc., the endless subtle comments. So it was easy for me to be swept up into Naziism. I wanted to be white at one point, but not really; I was also very proud of being ‘cool’. I was deeply insecure about being Asian for a while, as a result of the insane amount of microaggressions and betrayals. I remember in college – I had a crush on a black girl, and even she slept with one of my racist white friends, and I think that did major trauma to my brain, subconsciously. Naturally – I wanted to be white like my friend. After all – my mother had married a racist white man, not an Asian man, and to feel like I belonged and was “part of it all,” it seemed simpler for me to just adapt far-right politics in order to justify my newfound racism, my attempt to feel like I was higher on the hierarchy, despite being “lowly and weird Asian in blood.” When you’re surrounded by the toxicity eventually it becomes overbearing and you just want to fit in and belong, ESPECIALLY if they were people who were supposed to love and care about you.

I don’t feel I’ll ever live this down, because at the time I knew what I was doing. I was acting out of insecurity, and to this date I don’t know if I will ever be truly comfortable with being Asian. None of my Asian friends are; they’re ALL self-hating. Deep down, I was able to escape the far-right pipeline because I realized that I was a decent guy, and didn’t relate to the stagnation and sterile nature of white society. I remember even deep in my Nazi phase, I went out and befriended random black people at bars, on the street, etc., because I felt like I had more in common with them. Their freedom and coolness. But, again, I realize this was a luxury, to escape it. My brother? My 5’2″ Asian uncle? They’re a product of their insecurity, their lifelong brainwashing.

I helped myself by thinking back to how I was before I was, 21, or so. I was ardently anti-racist, and even didn’t like white people, like many New Yorkers, I thought they were cornballs. I didn’t even find the most stereotypical blonde / blue eyed white women attractive at all, to this day, I don’t, but then again, it’s not about what I find attractive – but more what THEY find attractive and as I see now, white supremacy is now going global. I remember growing up watching BET and ONLY being attracted to dark toned women. I don’t know what happened; I was introduced to some far-right anti-Jewish thought by some roommates of mine senior year of college (one was Persian, one was black, ironically) and I think from there I started to read some filth and it permanently screwed my brain up.

Nowadays, my brother is so brainwashed and in so deep on his racism that even at 40 he’s not willing to give it up. My father had brainwashed him and I to feel that IQ, “culture,” etc., made us more valuable than blacks, Latinos – aka, “wild,” “savage,” “oversexed” people. And all of his failures are due to mental illness rather than his own inability to function in the real world with equal competition. He believes HE deserves women and power, not “low IQ” black men.

I don’t think there’s a solution to this. It’s all I can do – just write.

Redneck Half-Asians

I was watching some rap show on Netflix and noticed this really uncomfortable looking half-Asian guy in the background who clearly was there only by invitation by the contestant as part of his family entourage, and he was wearing this trucker hat, had a big beard and one of those pro-American / gun shirts or whatever.

And I was like… another one?

Why are half-Asian men SO into proving that they’re real Americans, real tough-guys who take back America from all those libs, POC, feminists, etc?

Simple, well, like in my case, their fathers are white nationalist adjacent men who went for an Asian woman as a way to fight back against change, to feel big and unapologetically white, and have a woman that worshipped them and rewarded them for whiteness. This is how these hapa men are raised. Their mothers are marrying a white man because it’s simply out of the question to marry an Asian man. That’s how the game is rigged, after all. So, now, you’ve got a half-Asian man who was raised by two people who ostensibly SHOULD have been a right-leaning white couple, except the woman is Asian. Asian looking hapa son is so cut off from his mother’s culture, so brainwashed into thinking white society and white men are the pinnacle of all humanity – OF COURSE these hapas are going to act, talk, dress like good ol’ American boys. He’ll do ANYTHING to prove he’s a white American man – just with Asian facial features. And since he has Asian facial features, in order to escape the inevitably and persistent jokes and alienation, he goes WAY out of his way to signal to the world, through his actions and appearance – that he’s NOT a foreigner, NOT a POC, but a good old American white man – but just with an Asian mother.

There you go.