Why would a half-Asian be proud to be Asian? (Part 2)

When our Asian parents’ entire goal in life is to escape Asianness and disconnect from it, sell their bodies and souls for money, in favor of ‘Americanizing’ and ‘whitening themselves up’ and totally, inexorably escaping their own culture in favor of whatever Americanization is?

Add to the fact that they marry a white partner who has a high chance of having zero empathy and being racist – what on earth is the half-Asian person supposed to do when someone bullies him or her? Because believe me – Asians and half-Asians get bullied worse than any other group on the planet.

My brother told me the other day he wants to look like an “all American boy.” Despite looking fully Asian and being a 40+ year old virgin Trump worshipper. Who taught him that? Who taught him that looking like an all-American right wing white boy was the end goal of life, despite the fact that there’s not a woman alive who is turned on by that aesthetic?

If this is the end goal – to just turn Asians white – then why not just go in-vitro?

I think this is the reason why so many WMAF couples (in the event they even have sex) – hope for daughters, not sons. Daughters are way easier to integrate into whiteness and marry off to white men with money and privilege. Half-Asian sons are hit or miss; our entire existence banks off of “being hot,” but when your dad is an ugly white man rejected by white women, this oftentimes doesn’t work, since the son isn’t hot. Add to it the mental strain of being half-Asian with white supremacist parents, most half-Asian men wind up total messes, or gay – probably a result of being exposed to such in-their-face emasculation, golddigging, and nihilistic mate-selection. My mother repeatedly told me she hated my father and never loved him, even once; it’s a miracle I turned out straight and still into women after that.

Which came first – the far right beliefs, or the Asian wife?

Just randomly seeing right wing shit on my Twitter feed, I come across occasionally some “famous” white far-right guy whining about how the left destroyed his life or something, and boom – low and behold – he mentions his Asian wife.

I wonder which came first; the descent into far right beliefs, or the Asian wife?

Because a lot of far-right guys live in perpetual trauma of white women rejecting them for black men, so they go for “asexual, traditional” Asian women to fill that gap.

However after they get married, the lack of sex, belittling and the attitude of the Asian wife may make these guys go off the deep end. In the words of Socrates: “a bad marriage makes a man into a philosopher.”

Or maybe they’re the same issue. Either way, a lot of these far-right, closet-case, hateful white men basically default to Asian women in their attempt to “feel big” against the tides of change. Hence the “I’m not racist – my wife is Asian.”

Redneck Half-Asians

I was watching some rap show on Netflix and noticed this really uncomfortable looking half-Asian guy in the background who clearly was there only by invitation by the contestant as part of his family entourage, and he was wearing this trucker hat, had a big beard and one of those pro-American / gun shirts or whatever.

And I was like… another one?

Why are half-Asian men SO into proving that they’re real Americans, real tough-guys who take back America from all those libs, POC, feminists, etc?

Simple, well, like in my case, their fathers are white nationalist adjacent men who went for an Asian woman as a way to fight back against change, to feel big and unapologetically white, and have a woman that worshipped them and rewarded them for whiteness. This is how these hapa men are raised. Their mothers are marrying a white man because it’s simply out of the question to marry an Asian man. That’s how the game is rigged, after all. So, now, you’ve got a half-Asian man who was raised by two people who ostensibly SHOULD have been a right-leaning white couple, except the woman is Asian. Asian looking hapa son is so cut off from his mother’s culture, so brainwashed into thinking white society and white men are the pinnacle of all humanity – OF COURSE these hapas are going to act, talk, dress like good ol’ American boys. He’ll do ANYTHING to prove he’s a white American man – just with Asian facial features. And since he has Asian facial features, in order to escape the inevitably and persistent jokes and alienation, he goes WAY out of his way to signal to the world, through his actions and appearance – that he’s NOT a foreigner, NOT a POC, but a good old American white man – but just with an Asian mother.

There you go.

The real reason Asian women “prefer” fugly white guys

Asian women hate that Asian men are “players” and are the only ones to get into sexless / transactional relationships with rich white guys, often getting burned by some player Asian guy who dumps her when she won’t put out. I randomly saw this AF in a WMAF on Youtube married to some short bald white guy and she had to have an IVF pregnancy because apparently they didn’t even have sex. Even “Korean Englishman” (a Youtuber neo-colonialist sexpat) can’t have kids cause he and his wife don’t have sex. I know an AF who chased after this player AM for years buying him gifts and he dumped her cause she wouldn’t put out that much, so she married this short Ed Sheeran looking dude.

That’s why fertility rates drop when women of any race marries a white man. Which is funny cause these women claim hapas / half-Asians are all so attractive yet they are so repulsed by their own WM partners that they can’t even sleep with them.

My advice to Asian guys is to fight back by embracing the stereotypes of bum ass lazy cheap sex-addict Asians and keep doing what we’re doing. I saw this AF whining about how AM are cheap and whining about prices of groceries and calling everything bougie, and that’s literally me, but it’s fine cause I’ve never worked and still been with a crazy amount of women, so why would I change? I’m literally taking my girl to Dollar Tree later and she doesn’t even care.

I’m surprised there aren’t more Elliot Rodgers

BMAF couple arrested after Hapa newborn hospitalized with broken bones, bite marks
byu/LikeableMisanthrope inhapas

Hear me out. I’m not saying all mixed Asians are criminals, but rather that there’s a unique element behind men with yellow fever, and self-hating, vicious Asian women. I heard some hapa guy say this once – he was surprised there aren’t more Elliot Rodgers.

I’ve left details all over this blog about how my own mother wanted to kill me, due to being a “feminist,” and that she had hoped for two daughters. I’ve often queried whether WMAF or XMAF couples (couples involving Asian women, and not Asian men), wanted sons at all, instead overwhelmingly preferred daughters.

There is still a lot of evidence that this may be true.

Anyways, when some men go for Asian women, they do so with this belief that Asian men are small-dicked, pathetic, short, undesirable losers. I’ve heard my aunt, who has a white male husband that she never kisses or touches, claim that “all Japanese men are short.” This is the same thing I heard Steven Crowder (a far right pundit) say. So, not only have I had to deal with racist comments my entire life as a half-Asian, but the Asian women in my family are saying it too.

So, when a non-Asian man gets with an Asian woman who hates Asian men, obviously there’s a high chance the kids come out looking like an Asian male.

What then? Well, in the above case, they beat the shit out of the kid. Why? Well, cause he’s basically an Asian male. All you really need to be an “Asian guy” is have Asian eyes, or even some other features.

I’m flat out floored there aren’t more psychotic half-Asians of all mixes running around. After all, we have to endure being half-Asian in a world where literally everyone thinks it’s fair to bash on us.

WMAF couples hope for half-Asian daughters over half-Asian sons

All you have to do to shut down racist interracial couples is to remind them that their children will generally have a 50% chance to look like the gender-racial combo that they hate.

I recently learned that my mother had resented that she had two sons, and this would explain why she attempted to kill me several times by driving at erratic speeds while literally screaming she was going to kill me.

This makes sense. The average WMAF couple is rooted in the idea that the male in the relationship not be Asian, and be white. The white guy, of course, looking for his chance to feel desirable for once in his life and take revenge on those slutty white women who rejected him, hates Asian men because it makes him feel powerful to “cuck” Asian men, as opposed to himself being passed over and “cucked.” People in general are incredibly insecure, and look for any opportunity to punch down to feel better. Oftentimes, the Asian wife doesn’t even really help him feel big, since A) she won’t touch him, and B), unfortunately she’s just a backup plan.

Obviously they want cute hot Asian daughters, not sons. The idea of a half-Asian son looking too Asian throws a wrench in the idea of a white-male-supremacist relationship in which the Asian woman is bussed in to secure white male dominance.

There’s no world in which the average WMAF couple wants Asian sons; the idea is to reward white maleness, and Asian women just happen to be the ones most willing to do so.

What is yellow fever / an Asian fetish? (From a half-Asian males perspective)

An Asian fetish, demonstrated usually by a white male, is the idea that Asian women will give him the time of day when every other woman proves too “slutty” or “picky” to appreciate him and his whiteness. But in reality, he’s just unattractive.

Yellow fever is just guys who cannot get non-Asian girls, let’s be honest. Racial preferences IRL make a lot of people uncomfortable because any straight guy generally will find all types of women attractive. I have a good friend who only went for Asian or half-Asian girls, because 1) he tried to get white girls but was getting rejected (he was a decent looking guy) and 2) his sister was dating a black guy, and a lot of white guys feel intimidated by this.

Every single time, and this is not hyperbolic, there is discussion about what white men should do, when they fail with white women – Asian women (East and Southeast) are suggested. No matter how big a failure a man is – he is suggested to “go East.” They literally suggest outsourcing their worst, most unbangable, oftentimes hyper-racist men, to Asian women; and now there are millions of kids born from these men.

He gets to “save” her from misogynistic Asian males while being able to leverage his whiteness onto her to feel powerful and unapologetically white, and unchallenged, when no other woman will take him.

It’s no coincidence that almost every single male that fails to function at a high level and suffers from some sort of crippling ailment that affects how he demonstrates himself as a “man,” winds up developing an “Asian fetish.” When you have a male who is almost inexorably “weird” or unattractive – along comes the Asian wife.

What do Asian women get out of it? Well, a lot see a sexless, asexual, totally invisible male as a good thing, as long as they get white children and social inclusion out of it – without having to have sex. Many if not most WMAF couples do not have sex. We, the children, get nothing out of it, other than broken homes, weird parents, and self-loathing. Why on earth would a half-Asian male EVER be proud of coming from a literal incel father, and a self-loathing Asian mother?

The emasculation of half-Asian men by their own parents

Let’s just run this down as simply as possible:

It’s well known that there’s a subset of Asian women who prefer white men and whiteness, and are vicious towards Asian men. Left to their own devices, Asian men won’t exist – so who is to replace them?
That means that half-Asian children are born, and the sons, in particular, are not white men. Some look white-er, but aren’t white, and look slightly “Asian” compared to white men (the ideal). Others look non-white. Others look straight up Asian. The idea isn’t really to have half-Asian children, but white children. The idea is to marry up. Only whiteness is worthy of reproducing. Call me an “incel” all you want but even they admit this themselves.
Since Asian men are seen as undesirable by their own mothers, growing up under these conditions (in particular the “je ne sais quois” of WMAF) – where your parents have total sway over your development – leads to subconscious emasculation.

My female Asian friend mentioned that half-Asians and mixed race people seem to have tendency to be gay and / or trans more often. It sounds non-PC, but I wonder if being hammered in the face by WMAF your entire life has any result in this. Even for me, it was an uphill battle to accept myself, and it was entirely because of the support of kind non-Asians (mostly women) that I was able to. Other half-Asians adopt a similar white supremacist, cutthroat, “take what you can get,” money hungry view of life, posturing themselves as “almost white.” Between those two groups, I don’t think there are many variations on this model.

I need to remind you – as a half-Asian male – I too have faced mockery and discrimination for being half-Asian, by Asian women. Things are rough out there, sexually, at least. This world really is a meat grinder, financially, socially, and yeah, sexually.

The thing is that I think hook-up culture rewards guys who are sexy. The guys who aren’t sexy, are the guys who go for Asian women, and who Asian women go for – because Asian women don’t like sex, and Asian men are seen as cheaters. So you have a lot of older, less desirable, balder white guys with Asian wives – that raise half Asian kids in a non-Asian world that rewards attractive people.

What saved me? Well, for one, maybe being on the taller side? I’ve heard everything from “you don’t look Chinese at all,” to “you blend in very well with Asians.” Then again, I must reiterate that my Asian mother, having died, had no influence on my life, so I was more confident in being Asian, and was with many women who had a history of also liking Asian guys. I had no support, at all, from Asians, when it came to my toxic parents and my self-loathing issues.

So, I’m not sure. From what I understand at a baseline level – if your mother is one of those Asian women who really, really, really thinks that marrying a white man is her only real option in life (for social standing, integration, etc)., and you’re mixed, well, obviously it’s going to affect how you turn out. Especially if you identify as an Asian man, and your parents’ entire marriage was based on the idea that the man not be Asian.