I’m turning 40 this month and before someone calls me an unc, my life went by in a flash. I spent the last 20 years trying to piece together what happened to my brother and I and what I’ve learned is that neither one of us had any free will.
In China, I’ve noticed there are zero autistic kids. Like maybe there are but you just don’t see them that much. Statistically they exist, but I’ve never seen one personally. I have seen autistic mixed kids though in China, which is weird, and I know full Asian American autistic kids exist (Andrew Yang’s son).
What that probably means is that autism is Mother Nature counteracting men who should not have reproduced without the help of money / status / citizenship, since nature loathes mistakes. There are theories it’s caused by abusive mothers but women will always just become abusive when they wind up with a man that they don’t find hot (which is like 90% of women).
It’s so weird that Chinese diaspora ran away from the motherland because of “le evil communists” yet get wiped out in 1 to 2 generations as their daughters marry white autists or their sons are autistic and socially-illiterate due to severe Tiger Mothering. And then they have the balls to say “CCP bad” and yet when you go to China you see happy people getting by everywhere, which is probably why they didn’t want their kids to go back to China in the first place, because then they’d realize diaspora aren’t normal Chinese people. They acted like China was some depopulated Holocaust of starving people when it’s like 1.5 billion people doing alright.
I realize I probably wound up back here by just pure natural selection / lack of free will. I have an ABC friend who has a friend who took the virginities of 3 or 4 Asian girls in his friend group and went back to HK not even speaking Canto and just living off of women. That’s what I’m talking about. Living in the west has no purpose to an Asian person unless they’re there for money to cope with being ugly. Again, harping on this kind of thing, I learned I was pretty to girls in childhood, whereas my brother has never once had a woman tell him to his face he’s attractive. And he’s the most anti-communist, MAGA glazer imaginable. That’s not a coincidence.