Whitewashed mixed race and Asian people and their asexuality

I noticed, especially online, a high number of mixed race half-white people who are really into LGBT or asexual culture (strange that they’re linked together).

I find this weird coming off of a history of women being overtly aggressive towards me sexually and again, it was clear that it was because I’m Asian. As a result I’ve been pretty lax and swaggy my whole life.

So it’s strange to see people who cling dearly to the idea of being “white adjacent” or, basically, “not cool.” It’s aiming for asexuality, rigidness, sterilization.

I find it so bizarre that I’ve had women tell me, to my face, they want to f*** me, and then have to sit down with Asian guys, or mixed race people, who act like sex with a woman, or being masculine, or having swag and drip, is strange. Now it makes sense, though. Racists, whether they’re overt, or “whitewashed,” are people who hate POC for having sex. After all, POC reproduce at way higher rates, anyways.

I suspect the far right, right-wingers, white-adjacents and white worshippers in general this thing where they suffer from literal aversion to sexuality (probably due to their looks, and the asexuality thing is just a coping mechanism), and what attracts them to radical concepts of whiteness or white adjacency is merely inceldom; or the pathological hatred of people they view as “wild and unhinged” sexually. It’s all one big ball of trauma.

Reminder: When a white man gets with a woman of color, they have the lowest fertility rates out of any pairing.

Edit: I just had a massive realization. A friend of mine pointed out that Asians in the west have the highest rates of LGBT; I wonder if this has anything to do with their pathological obsession with white people. Cause, for men, especially, if you’re “only into white women,” but a naked black or Asian girl was in front of you, and you couldn’t get turned on, then you’re probably not straight, and you’re a racist, which isn’t really surprising since the LGBT community is insanely racist.

Half Asians with super “hu-White” first names

There’s been a trend of white men with Asian wives naming their sons super “white sounding’ names – in an attempt to turn their sons into “warriors for Europa” who will “save Europe from big black cock,” or “marauding hordes of Islam” or whatever.

Maximillian, Maximus, Elliot, Gunther, Reginald, Archfield, Brenton, Bartholomew, whatever insane thing he decided to name his kid in his quest to achieve the little narcissistic white empire he had in his head – all without the help of the white woman who didn’t want to touch his undersized willy.

It’s comical to see half-Asians or other mixed-race people go on and on about their “Nordic” or “Northern European” or “Scotch-Irish” heritage while not caring at all about their Asian or POC side. That’s because they want to LARP as a white person to fulfill their parents’ dreams of carrying on European tradition against the hordes of black or Arab men with large swinging swords (yes, I use this terminology because it’s funny and it’s based in the literal reality of the thing).

Sometimes I wonder if I turned out alright cause my dad had the intelligence and wherewithal to give me an Asian name so I wouldn’t become a cringe, closeted-homosexual white supremacist like most half-Asian LARPers. Albeit the bullying was pretty bad but at least I don’t walk around in button up shirts claiming that I’m a proud “Half-Merovingian, half Northeast Aryan” nutcase who has gotten zero vagina since the 80’s (aka the year I was born).

Why would a half-Asian be proud to be Asian? (Part 2)

When our Asian parents’ entire goal in life is to escape Asianness and disconnect from it, sell their bodies and souls for money, in favor of ‘Americanizing’ and ‘whitening themselves up’ and totally, inexorably escaping their own culture in favor of whatever Americanization is?

Add to the fact that they marry a white partner who has a high chance of having zero empathy and being racist – what on earth is the half-Asian person supposed to do when someone bullies him or her? Because believe me – Asians and half-Asians get bullied worse than any other group on the planet.

My brother told me the other day he wants to look like an “all American boy.” Despite looking fully Asian and being a 40+ year old virgin Trump worshipper. Who taught him that? Who taught him that looking like an all-American right wing white boy was the end goal of life, despite the fact that there’s not a woman alive who is turned on by that aesthetic?

If this is the end goal – to just turn Asians white – then why not just go in-vitro?

I think this is the reason why so many WMAF couples (in the event they even have sex) – hope for daughters, not sons. Daughters are way easier to integrate into whiteness and marry off to white men with money and privilege. Half-Asian sons are hit or miss; our entire existence banks off of “being hot,” but when your dad is an ugly white man rejected by white women, this oftentimes doesn’t work, since the son isn’t hot. Add to it the mental strain of being half-Asian with white supremacist parents, most half-Asian men wind up total messes, or gay – probably a result of being exposed to such in-their-face emasculation, golddigging, and nihilistic mate-selection. My mother repeatedly told me she hated my father and never loved him, even once; it’s a miracle I turned out straight and still into women after that.

Which came first – the far right beliefs, or the Asian wife?

Just randomly seeing right wing shit on my Twitter feed, I come across occasionally some “famous” white far-right guy whining about how the left destroyed his life or something, and boom – low and behold – he mentions his Asian wife.

I wonder which came first; the descent into far right beliefs, or the Asian wife?

Because a lot of far-right guys live in perpetual trauma of white women rejecting them for black men, so they go for “asexual, traditional” Asian women to fill that gap.

However after they get married, the lack of sex, belittling and the attitude of the Asian wife may make these guys go off the deep end. In the words of Socrates: “a bad marriage makes a man into a philosopher.”

Or maybe they’re the same issue. Either way, a lot of these far-right, closet-case, hateful white men basically default to Asian women in their attempt to “feel big” against the tides of change. Hence the “I’m not racist – my wife is Asian.”

How I became a half-Asian Nazi and why I’ll always live in shame because of this

What scares me is how easy it was to do this.

My brother is still a 40+ year old virgin with far right beliefs and I sincerely believe he wants to bring slavery back.

Do I have an excuse? No. But I can understand how this happened. As I said many times, my father was a pathological narcissist who wanted to “feel big” and basically fight back against what he saw as social change that penalized him as a white man – and he obviously had a problem with white women sleeping with black and non-white men – thus a “traditional” Asian woman was his methodology of achieving this. People take the path of least resistance in life, because life is a zero sum game and people are awful and evil – yes; even one’s parents. My dad was one of those guys who believed sex was evil, black men shouldn’t get with white or any women, that the Holocaust didn’t happen, that Jews ran society, that horror movies were evil, that the whole world was an evil place out to get him – rather than adapting to it. In reality he probably was a sexually frustrated autistic incel who never experienced the happiness and pleasures of life so all he could do was extrapolate his hatred onto the world.

Naturally, his sons would have inherited this narcissism and racism. I also have an adopted Asian uncle who literally thinks that he’s a white man – driving big trucks, wearing an American flag on his hat, talking like a weirdo redneck, wearing shorts in winter time, all around being a cringe knockoff of a white man. Why? Well – insecurity I suppose. I’ve heard both of them make comments about black men banging white women; talking about how bad immigration is; how much they love Trump.

Yes, that’s what it’s about. It’s a pathological fear of black men. Fear of sex. I went through this phase. My father was like this – deathly afraid of sex and women, which I think is why he went for an Asian woman – who he must have felt was asexual and predictable enough not to sleep with a black guy for fun. But before that, I wasn’t like this. I think a lot of my behavior stemmed from the subtle bullying and alienation I felt for being Asian. From friends, family, etc., the endless subtle comments. So it was easy for me to be swept up into Naziism. I wanted to be white at one point, but not really; I was also very proud of being ‘cool’. I was deeply insecure about being Asian for a while, as a result of the insane amount of microaggressions and betrayals. I remember in college – I had a crush on a black girl, and even she slept with one of my racist white friends, and I think that did major trauma to my brain, subconsciously. Naturally – I wanted to be white like my friend. After all – my mother had married a racist white man, not an Asian man, and to feel like I belonged and was “part of it all,” it seemed simpler for me to just adapt far-right politics in order to justify my newfound racism, my attempt to feel like I was higher on the hierarchy, despite being “lowly and weird Asian in blood.” When you’re surrounded by the toxicity eventually it becomes overbearing and you just want to fit in and belong, ESPECIALLY if they were people who were supposed to love and care about you.

I don’t feel I’ll ever live this down, because at the time I knew what I was doing. I was acting out of insecurity, and to this date I don’t know if I will ever be truly comfortable with being Asian. None of my Asian friends are; they’re ALL self-hating. Deep down, I was able to escape the far-right pipeline because I realized that I was a decent guy, and didn’t relate to the stagnation and sterile nature of white society. I remember even deep in my Nazi phase, I went out and befriended random black people at bars, on the street, etc., because I felt like I had more in common with them. Their freedom and coolness. But, again, I realize this was a luxury, to escape it. My brother? My 5’2″ Asian uncle? They’re a product of their insecurity, their lifelong brainwashing.

I helped myself by thinking back to how I was before I was, 21, or so. I was ardently anti-racist, and even didn’t like white people, like many New Yorkers, I thought they were cornballs. I didn’t even find the most stereotypical blonde / blue eyed white women attractive at all, to this day, I don’t, but then again, it’s not about what I find attractive – but more what THEY find attractive and as I see now, white supremacy is now going global. I remember growing up watching BET and ONLY being attracted to dark toned women. I don’t know what happened; I was introduced to some far-right anti-Jewish thought by some roommates of mine senior year of college (one was Persian, one was black, ironically) and I think from there I started to read some filth and it permanently screwed my brain up.

Nowadays, my brother is so brainwashed and in so deep on his racism that even at 40 he’s not willing to give it up. My father had brainwashed him and I to feel that IQ, “culture,” etc., made us more valuable than blacks, Latinos – aka, “wild,” “savage,” “oversexed” people. And all of his failures are due to mental illness rather than his own inability to function in the real world with equal competition. He believes HE deserves women and power, not “low IQ” black men.

I don’t think there’s a solution to this. It’s all I can do – just write.

Redneck Half-Asians

I was watching some rap show on Netflix and noticed this really uncomfortable looking half-Asian guy in the background who clearly was there only by invitation by the contestant as part of his family entourage, and he was wearing this trucker hat, had a big beard and one of those pro-American / gun shirts or whatever.

And I was like… another one?

Why are half-Asian men SO into proving that they’re real Americans, real tough-guys who take back America from all those libs, POC, feminists, etc?

Simple, well, like in my case, their fathers are white nationalist adjacent men who went for an Asian woman as a way to fight back against change, to feel big and unapologetically white, and have a woman that worshipped them and rewarded them for whiteness. This is how these hapa men are raised. Their mothers are marrying a white man because it’s simply out of the question to marry an Asian man. That’s how the game is rigged, after all. So, now, you’ve got a half-Asian man who was raised by two people who ostensibly SHOULD have been a right-leaning white couple, except the woman is Asian. Asian looking hapa son is so cut off from his mother’s culture, so brainwashed into thinking white society and white men are the pinnacle of all humanity – OF COURSE these hapas are going to act, talk, dress like good ol’ American boys. He’ll do ANYTHING to prove he’s a white American man – just with Asian facial features. And since he has Asian facial features, in order to escape the inevitably and persistent jokes and alienation, he goes WAY out of his way to signal to the world, through his actions and appearance – that he’s NOT a foreigner, NOT a POC, but a good old American white man – but just with an Asian mother.

There you go.

The real reason Asian women “prefer” fugly white guys

Asian women hate that Asian men are “players” and are the only ones to get into sexless / transactional relationships with rich white guys, often getting burned by some player Asian guy who dumps her when she won’t put out. I randomly saw this AF in a WMAF on Youtube married to some short bald white guy and she had to have an IVF pregnancy because apparently they didn’t even have sex. Even “Korean Englishman” (a Youtuber neo-colonialist sexpat) can’t have kids cause he and his wife don’t have sex. I know an AF who chased after this player AM for years buying him gifts and he dumped her cause she wouldn’t put out that much, so she married this short Ed Sheeran looking dude.

That’s why fertility rates drop when women of any race marries a white man. Which is funny cause these women claim hapas / half-Asians are all so attractive yet they are so repulsed by their own WM partners that they can’t even sleep with them.

My advice to Asian guys is to fight back by embracing the stereotypes of bum ass lazy cheap sex-addict Asians and keep doing what we’re doing. I saw this AF whining about how AM are cheap and whining about prices of groceries and calling everything bougie, and that’s literally me, but it’s fine cause I’ve never worked and still been with a crazy amount of women, so why would I change? I’m literally taking my girl to Dollar Tree later and she doesn’t even care.

My shocking trip to America as an Asian passing half-Asian

These are some interesting tidbits I’d like to share as a half-Asian, Asian presenting male. I’ve been living abroad for a very long time and coming back to the US, I had some “interesting” experiences. I won’t share too much cause I’m guessing my family will recognize me.

The guy at immigration started harassing me and his tone shifted after I told him I spent a long time on mainland China. He was acting like I wasn’t an American citizen. I won’t go into more detail about this because I already shared this with my family – who of course, gaslit me.
While driving from the airport it was so unbelievable crappy in comparison to outside of the US, my uncle got laughed at by a cop for being Asian, and my family (who live in a skyscraper in a gentrified ghetto) were adamant about how it was superior to China, where it’s safe and affordable. These people only care about money. When bringing up how the cop was racist, my aunt goes “I just ignore it.”
In Chinatown, it was basically 8 WMAF couples versus a single AMWF. The WMAF couple literally kept staring at me the entire time, for whatever reason, I’m guessing they wonder what a half-Asian looks like, or they think I’m full, or they feel like it’s awkward being surrounded by WMAF and a half-Asian guy from WMAF. Basically it’s endless WMAF and zero AMWF and a lot of these couple stare at me trying to figure out if their future kids will look “too Asian.”
An aunt of mine has a Caucasian boyfriend who was going on and on about Muslims because I had just come back from an Arab country for holiday and was singing praises about how clean and beautiful it was. He kept saying that he wouldn’t have gone to the spots I went to because I would have gotten “blown up.” While talking to my aunt, bizarrely he came over and started behaving like one of those guys trying to protect and hover his girlfriend while she is talking to another man. He has a history of saying vile things about Chinese students, accusing many of being spies.
They were showing photos of their grandkids and they complete ignored the full Asian boy while going on and on about their mixed race granddaughters (most of these couples are happy to have daughters over sons). Even my wife noticed this.

At this point I’m prepared to be gaslit about this. Asians are so insanely obsessed with wealth and status to the point that they legitimately ONLY care about escaping the low statusness of their own ethnicity. As I said, half-Asians are the ones to watch out for.

Stonetoss and the new wave of mixed-race Nazis / hardcore racists

Let me start off by saying:

Stonetoss (if you didn’t know) is a famous – if not the most famous – far-right, basically a literal Nazi, comic artist working right now.
I’ll be honest and say I went through about a extremely shameful 8 month phase where I was into this stuff – due to my father’s brainwashing, as well as my own insecurity about being Asian – so I know exactly what the issue is here. I was essentially just primed by my parents to be “next in line.” I gave it up though almost the split second I just remembered that I had more in common with some African guy I saw sitting in a bar than the whites around me. Can’t speak for the rest of my family.

Stonetoss got doxxed and was found to be a rotund (i.e., fat), basically sexually invisible white guy. However, he’s not really white, or at least not technically. He’s got a super white name – but guess what; his mother is Puerto Rican.

Years ago on /r/hapas we joked about white dads giving their mixed kids super “take back the west” names. Like Maximillian or Maximus or Tiberius or ridiculously over the top “white “names. This served two purposes; one, whitewashes the kid (even though your wife isn’t white, you can still use her as a surrogate to replace “dem white sluts!”), and two, weaponizes the kid in your quest to take revenge on the “new world order” and those nasty ethnic minorities and traitorous white women who bang all men but you.

Guys like Stonetoss are essentially raised as white knockoffs. Their mothers were picked frankly to be “submissive, traditional, whatever” replacement white women. Cause white women wouldn’t take their fathers. Women of color would, so these guys make up stuff about how ethnic women are trad and to be colonized by white men, trained in the ways of whiteness. And of course, these women are with white men for the money / citizenship / to marry up / whatever. Who cares at this point?

The sons, myself included, interpret this as our parents cosigning white supremacy, and due to being half-non-white, we become insecure about not being the whole thing, and go the extra mile; in Stonetoss’ case, this means becoming the world’s most prolific Nazi comic artist.

It’s only natural for the next wave of Neo-Nazis to be mixed race, because racist white men have been bussing in non-white women to replace white women for the last 60 years. If I remember correctly, Emit Till’s killer’s wife was Latina. Since women don’t really understand the male sex drive, they don’t really see much of a problem with marrying a Nazi that they won’t touch, and / or having “whiter” babies. It’s all pragmatism to these ladies. So now we’ve got a bunch of mixed race replacement white men, desperate to go the extra mile to prove just how white they are.

It should be noted that just by looking at him, he looks incel as shit. Well, I mean, of course he is. And just around the time he got doxxed he was hanging out – guess what, in Japan. Because OF COURSE he was. Racism and sexuality are linked. Guys who can’t get laid just go off the deep end, often into the far right, cause they get to equate being a big strong Caucasian man with being a big strong dominator of those heckin’ small, ethnic women; as opposed to Caucasian women who rejected him.

Yes, also, at one point in time I was a Nazi. Yes, I am terribly ashamed about this. The reason I was into this kind of thing was because I was being bullied for being half-Asian, my father was a Nazi, I had a ton of WMAF in my family, and I just automatically assumed being white was the best thing ever. I’m not making excuses for it, but at the time, it seemed like the thing to do. Nowadays I still have half-Asian racists in my family who go so far as to randomly make comments about little black kids who just happen to share a space with them… oh, the horror. Yes, this is how petty and insecure these half-Asians are. Go on /r/mixedrace and look up all the stories about peoples’ half-Asian friends who are just openly racist. It’s because of their racist white fathers who imported self-loathing Asian women to create “knock-off” white kids – and these knockoffs will do everything in their power to prove they’re the real deal.

Fertility rates go down when women marry white men

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/349842744_Racial_Pairings_and_Fertility_Do_Interracial_Couples_Have_Fewer_Children

For years I’ve been trying to fight back against white supremacy and this idea that half-white children are superhuman, especially when it is pushed by self-loathing women of color, and whenever people try to peg me as “more white passing,” I always use my experiences with women as the answer to how, well, I’m basically not really that white. I still remember back in the day, in high school even, when I would get offended when people called me “white,” because deep down I felt like it made me a chump, since in my area in NYC, it was never cool, or sexy, or swaggy to be white. That’s why I’m so adamantly against this “Wasian” thing – where all these kids with white dads and Asian moms go on and on about how amazing they are, and overlook the shit other POC including full Asians have to go through (on top of the insane toxicity that comes with having a racist white father and an Asian mother who essentially hates him to his core). There’s also the case of these Wasians who just deny a lot of the traumatic history of WMAF and other implications of it (stuff I’ve written about over and over on my blog).

When women marry white men, whether they be white or non-white, fertility rates go down, but when a white woman marries a man of color, the fertility rates match those of monoracial POC couples.

What this basically means is that white man + POC women and even white women, don’t really have all that much sex. Dead bedrooms, so to speak. This explains a lot about the world, and once again, I’m the only one shouting from the rooftops that sexuality is everything in this world. If you’re a woman that hates sex, but loves money, then hey, white people are for you.

I find it funny that half-Asian white supremacists (which is a huge amount of them), swear up and down that they’re all Keanu Reeves supermen, yet even Keanu himself can’t really get a good looking woman, especially not compared to his father, who was a WMAF Eurasian who looked totally Asian, and a drug addict to boot (Reeve’s mother was a model). Naturally, if your father is a white guy, especially a white guy who couldn’t get a white woman – you’re not going to inherit hybrid-vigorous sex-God genes. There are exceptions though, because I’ve know half-Asians who were very, very, very popular with women – but like myself, presented more on the Asian side. The fact that so many half-Asians and biracial men are born to mothers who deliberately chose less attractive men – could also explain the prevalence of such a high number of gay biracial Asian men.

Another thing is, based on my weight I can go from white to Asian passing and I can state for certain that women are way more sexually forward when I look more Asian.

This brings up two questions:

If WoC insist on marrying white men, on the basis that they’re “improving the race” – they must know that the child will be less sexually successful if he looks whiter – which basically defeats the purpose of natural selection. Therefore, I don’t think they do it for that reason; they do it for money and then hope the son is white passing enough for a big huge corporate job or whatever. After all, white men NEED money to get laid, hence white civilization is essentially one giant capitalist hellhole death-race at this point, fanned by the encouragement of women of all races using these men as walking ATMs. There’s guys in Africa, or the Philippines, for example, with zero dollars and 8, 9 women, and this is basically what quasi-white-supremacists are deeply afraid of; being outbred by (and losing power to) sexy poor guys (who are always non-white). Cause that’s how communism (the real thing, not the blue haired bearded manbun thing) takes root.
Eurasians who swear up and down they’re special and master race must honestly know they’re lying, and to be fair, I think they are, and their whole shindig about being all so good looking is just a coping mechanism. After all – good looks don’t mean much. White men have a monopoly on “classical good looks,” let by the looks of it, get laid the very least.

That’s why I think the battle between the west and the rest of the world (the communist leaning, global south), is one in which incels seek to leverage wealth against the tide of poor broke guys who just reproduce A LOT.

In short, white supremacy is basically kind of a joke, UNLESS, you’re one of those people who basically views a human beings worth as how many digits their bank account is, whereupon it can be safely assumed your opinions probably don’t really matter all that much.