Gay, Nazi and half-Japanese – the end result of Asian self-hatred

As a former almost-Nazi myself, the reason I embraced the ideology was because:

My father was a literal Nazi and married an Asian woman to “take back the power” against Jews and black men. He blamed feminism for turning white women against white men and sleeping with black / Mexican men. This is incredibly common for far-right white men to seek out East Asian women as “replacement” white women who will support racist white men in their battle against change.
My mother and my Chinese family were generally white worshipping and always liked to tout how beautiful and white looking Eurasians were, so obviously I was insecure about being half-Asian, because I witnessed Asians being bullied and turned down by girls.

As for the gay thing?

I think a lot of half-Asian men are gay after witnessing their mothers marry white men they don’t love and use for money, hence turning many half-Asian men off of the idea of women actually loving men. Witnessing the typical awkward, asexual WMAF marriage, combined with the societal ideals that whiteness is ideal as the best “provider” male, whereas Asian men are seen as a non-entity, can make young half-Asian boys more prone to being gay.

How many 1000’s of young men are out there like this? Keep in mind half-Asians are almost exclusively raised by white men and Asian mothers.

I think what saved me is that deep down I wasn’t really ever proud to be white. As I said I look more Asian than both these guys due to my pronounced cheekbones so it wasn’t really ever hard for me to find partners of any race despite having no money.

The most oppressed races are the ones with high cheekbones

I found this guy’s post history and I thought this was interesting. It lines up perfectly.

Blacks, Asians, and Amerindians fall into the “high cheekbone” category. All three of these groups historically have endured the absolute worst oppression.

Whites, Arabs and Indians fall into the Caucasian categories. All of these are heavily steeped in religion, money-culture and castes.

Let’s for a minute factor in the idea that males with high cheekbones are seen as more beautiful by women and vice versa. Leading to less sexual conflict between men and women because women are more reciprocal towards men with these beauty markers. Hence much higher birth rates. These groups also tend to be poorer due to less “ambition.”

This would line up perfectly with the fact that oppression has historically been directed towards “more beautiful men.” Or at least, societies with more beautiful men. It would make sense for western societies to invite in and form parity relationships with Arabs (Saudis), and Indians (Trump and JD Vance), while promoting discrimination against the “high cheekbone” groups. Socialism also seems to have an easier time taking root in countries with these physical markers. Hence Eastern Europeans are socialist.

A map of socialist countries. All countries with ethnic groups with high cheekbones.

For example:

Northeast Indians look Asian and are oppressed. Meanwhile, Caucasian Indians are invited into western countries by the millions.

Same with Hazara in Afghanistan. Filipinos are abused in Arab countries. So are Africans. However, some Arab groups have high cheekbones, like Syrians, who are oppressed.

Indigenous people in South America are treated the worst compared to the Mestizo class.

Wouldn’t be surprised if there was an African equivalent.

I watched a video of a young black guy being refused entry to an all white town in South Africa. I was staring at how strong and insanely good his facial features (cheekbones and great forward projection) were compared to the white men. It was really obvious. Black people have excellent forward cheekbone growth that looks more similar to Asians and Amerindians than it does to other ethnic groups.

This isn’t a coincidence.

Communism for sexy men; capitalism for incels

I was at a communist museum in China dedicated to foreign gifts given to China, and I noticed immediately that all of the non-white, non-European countries gave elaborate, beautiful gifts bearing their traditional culture. Especially the African countries. The only European country to give amazing gifts was Russia, and some smaller states like the Czech Republic or something. At the end of the museum I just saw this photo, which I’ve never seen in my entire life, and just stared at it for like 5 minutes (not even being sentimental or corny, I just was amazed by the photo) cause all the cats in it looked so happy. We were taught in Murican schools that being communist meant you were miserable and poor.

On the OTHER HAND, the western white countries all gave sports stuff. Like saddles, skis, footballs. America gave NFL jerseys. Like a cheap-ass jersey with President Xi’s name on it. I was legitimately disgusted by it. And this goes past my usual eyerolling at whites, it just made me legitimately annoyed.

That really ticked something in my brain box. Growing up I never played sports, I never liked them. They were sweaty and gross and guys were grabbing and rubbing all over each other. Basketball was alright, I played a little baseball, but I found them dumb when I could just leave and go hook up with a girl. I found there were too many weird white dudes who would get super worked up about sports… like who cares?

As I said, I focus on my sex life because I’m convinced it’s the reason behind my ideology. Since I was a teen I’ve had girls telling me to my face they want to do things with me – in bed. Yes, really.

I hung out with a lot of POC people from all walks of life and it was normal to just want to chill with the girls who wanted to smash us. We used to clown on the white people in my school since they were all into theater and obnoxiously loud, despite being a minority at my public school. Ever since I was a kid I had this dream of leaving the US – which I found static, weird, cultureless – in favor of going somewhere else. I used to get adamantly mad when one of my friends joking called me “white.” Because I took it as saying I had no swag and couldn’t get laid. Which is exactly what they meant when they used “white” as a slur.

I’ve always been a good guy and was well liked in my schools for being genuinely chill, kind and basically “keeping it real.” A lot of that comes from my early upbringing around my friends, and yes, the girls.

It’s been incredibly hard for me to upwardly integrate into “white society.” Not only corporate society, but American society at large, which is super puritan, swagless, and fake. It doesn’t matter who you’re talking to, corporate liberals or country people, they all seem like they’re putting on a front. Yes, this mostly applies to white or people who want to appear as white. I’ve never cared for money or saw the need for a career and always took an interest in hanging with and helping out the working / lower classes. It just came natural to me.

It’s been really hard to go from girls basically telling me they want me to get them pregnant, to our current culture, which is weird, capitalist, asexual, hateful, stiff and gay.

I think that’s why communism comes easier to MOST* POC men and good looking guys. We don’t need money to get laid. I talked to some of my friends and they seem to report that women asking them how much they make is normal for them. I sit there scratching my head thinking back to the times that women have straight up asked me to F them even knowing I was making like $1,400 a month. I remember sitting on the steps of my university with this random handsome one legged Afghani or Lebanese friend I made, and he was telling me how he had girls kissing his feet in bed, and he just couldn’t understand it, nor did he want it to end.

(*I say most cause the most annoying pro-American people I know are two 5’2″ midget Asian men in my family who act like knockoff white guys and I’m sure they’re both on the DL).

But to guys who genuinely understand women as a process of being purchased or wooed with money, obviously money becomes everything. An entire culture rooted around hoarding wealth to “keep” a woman that won’t even touch you is basically normal for most guys in the western world. It’s so soulless. Like, completely soulless. There’s nothing more real than a woman looking you dead in your eyes and telling you she wants you, she wants to eat you. That’s why everything seems fake to me, since I was a kid up until now. I guess when it happens to you enough, you become a man who has nothing to prove and everything to give. My life has been long but also it’s felt incredibly short. I feel like every day I’ve lived I’ve reflected on wondering what was going on my head but I think I finally get it. 25 years ago feels like yesterday because my “Wasian IQ” has given me an overactive brain (I hate the term Wasian, though).

Truly staggering stuff. It’s hard for me to even believe this, and I’m near 40 years old now. It’s crazy cause I honestly feel like I’m the first person to ever be self aware about this. Being half white maybe has been a blessing in that it’s provided me insight into both sides long enough to see what the real issue is. Part of the reason I’ve always been so F’ed up is because I’ve struggled between being what I really am – basically a player loser Chinaman like the kind my self-hating uncle HATED back in China – and being half-white, and being made to feel like I was wrong for doing what came naturally. For a long time I wondered what the hell my parents’ problem was, but now I see it.

“Wasians” aren’t advantaged. We’re wildly disadvantaged

Insecure half-Asians love touting themselves as “superior Wasians,” to distinguish themselves from full Asians with the big “W” in front of their labels, because they’re insecure about looking Asian and not being full white – when their mothers were deliberately trying to marry “up” into whiteness. I hate the term “Wasian.” It sounds like something a 25+ year old adult virgin male would say to make himself sound cool to “le girls.” The girls he can’t get.

Being half-Asian isn’t an advantage, because according to our parents – integration into the white world was the true end game – and yet half-Asians are still half inferior compared to the white metric that OUR OWN PARENTS defined.

We get bullied for being half Asian, even by self-hating Asians, and then told that being half-white / half-Asian is a bonus – even though we’re being told that being fully-white is the best?

Not only that – in the event one of us wants to throw off this whole thing and go hang out with Asians – we’re seen as outsiders by the actual cool, self-loving Asians with their own things going on.

We lose no matter what. Oh, what about the fabled “half-Asian looks?” So what? Our mothers married ugly white men for the money. What good are looks? A good looking “Wasian” is about as useful as a good looking black man in white supremacist society. No wonder so many half-Asian guys take the easy way out and go gay. No wonder there are so few successful Asian looking half-Asians in this world. No wonder there are so many far-right Neo-Nazi adjacent half-Asians. Just look at our parents.

The Asexual Asian woman and how it drives caucasian men insane

Here’s a video I found randomly. This guy (yes, I know he’s not white), hits his Korean girlfriend live on stream after she openly announces that “she’s never in the mood.”

For one, a lot of sexually frustrated men go to Asian countries SPECIFICALLY to get a “chaste” Asian girlfriend to make them feel big after being emasculated by women in their own countries (ergo, their own women sleep with guys that aren’t them).

But it turns out Asian women are asexual – and a lot of this is the reason why many Asian women get cheated on by their Asian partners – and so they go for foreign men instead. The only problem is that the Caucasian goes into it expecting a submissive sex doll and gets the complete opposite – a completely asexual woman. A little known fact is that WMAF couples don’t have sex (why would they? women only want to have sex with men who are attractive), and have the lowest fertility rates out of any pairing. Either that, or she cheats on him with a guy she IS attracted to.

That’s why there’s so much violence in non-Asian guy + Asian woman couples. Combined with the viciousness of her words plus the lack of intimacy, it drives them insane. I say this as a guy who has been with every race of women. I’ve been with women who were MAD that I wasn’t putting out enough.

This is the dirty little secret of self-hating Asian women and their abusive, insane, race Caucasian “partners.” My father was forced to sleep on the floor for 20 years while my mother was throwing things at him. How crazy that my life was basically ruined due to the dynamic of racist Caucasian father + asexual Asian mother.

Also, the guy may be on the DL.

Ever wonder why there are so few successful half-Asian men?

Relative to our numbers, there are virtually NO Asian looking half-Asians of any measure of success in America. Compare that to half-black, half-white people.

So, whenever someone states (the usual garbage argument): w-w-w-what about Keanu Reeves? Keanu’s father was a drug addicted WMAF half Asian who passed as full Asian, and married a model – thus Keanu is 1/4 Asian, but technically AMWF (Asian male / white female)

Then of course they name some other messed up half-Asian female celebrities from 20 years ago (ahem, ahem, a certain one who wound up in a sex cult). Or name some totally white passing 1/4 Asian person and have the BALLS to say: “see! Half Asians can be successful, if they’re only 1/4 Asian and look 100% white!”

There will NEVER be a half-Asian, Asian presenting president of the US. Obama even himself admitted that the reason he was proud to be black was because his mother said that “black guys were cool.” When an Asian woman marries a white man – she is saying “white men are cool.”

Big problem there; half-Asian men aren’t white. So basically you’re slammed in the face by this every day of your life from the day you’re born – this idea that Asian guys are not welcome in America… not even by our own parents. Add to it the usual autistic creepy weirdo + Asian mom combo, and there’s no real reason for there to be successful half-Asians in the western world.

“B-b-b-bbut what can I do to raise my half-Asian son well?”

I don’t know. You decided being Asian wasn’t worth it. You yourself said it was worthless on a man. Figure it out.

Whitewashed mixed race and Asian people and their asexuality

I noticed, especially online, a high number of mixed race half-white people who are really into LGBT or asexual culture (strange that they’re linked together).

I find this weird coming off of a history of women being overtly aggressive towards me sexually and again, it was clear that it was because I’m Asian. As a result I’ve been pretty lax and swaggy my whole life.

So it’s strange to see people who cling dearly to the idea of being “white adjacent” or, basically, “not cool.” It’s aiming for asexuality, rigidness, sterilization.

I find it so bizarre that I’ve had women tell me, to my face, they want to f*** me, and then have to sit down with Asian guys, or mixed race people, who act like sex with a woman, or being masculine, or having swag and drip, is strange. Now it makes sense, though. Racists, whether they’re overt, or “whitewashed,” are people who hate POC for having sex. After all, POC reproduce at way higher rates, anyways.

I suspect the far right, right-wingers, white-adjacents and white worshippers in general this thing where they suffer from literal aversion to sexuality (probably due to their looks, and the asexuality thing is just a coping mechanism), and what attracts them to radical concepts of whiteness or white adjacency is merely inceldom; or the pathological hatred of people they view as “wild and unhinged” sexually. It’s all one big ball of trauma.

Reminder: When a white man gets with a woman of color, they have the lowest fertility rates out of any pairing.

Edit: I just had a massive realization. A friend of mine pointed out that Asians in the west have the highest rates of LGBT; I wonder if this has anything to do with their pathological obsession with white people. Cause, for men, especially, if you’re “only into white women,” but a naked black or Asian girl was in front of you, and you couldn’t get turned on, then you’re probably not straight, and you’re a racist, which isn’t really surprising since the LGBT community is insanely racist.

Half Asians with super “hu-White” first names

There’s been a trend of white men with Asian wives naming their sons super “white sounding’ names – in an attempt to turn their sons into “warriors for Europa” who will “save Europe from big black cock,” or “marauding hordes of Islam” or whatever.

Maximillian, Maximus, Elliot, Gunther, Reginald, Archfield, Brenton, Bartholomew, whatever insane thing he decided to name his kid in his quest to achieve the little narcissistic white empire he had in his head – all without the help of the white woman who didn’t want to touch his undersized willy.

It’s comical to see half-Asians or other mixed-race people go on and on about their “Nordic” or “Northern European” or “Scotch-Irish” heritage while not caring at all about their Asian or POC side. That’s because they want to LARP as a white person to fulfill their parents’ dreams of carrying on European tradition against the hordes of black or Arab men with large swinging swords (yes, I use this terminology because it’s funny and it’s based in the literal reality of the thing).

Sometimes I wonder if I turned out alright cause my dad had the intelligence and wherewithal to give me an Asian name so I wouldn’t become a cringe, closeted-homosexual white supremacist like most half-Asian LARPers. Albeit the bullying was pretty bad but at least I don’t walk around in button up shirts claiming that I’m a proud “Half-Merovingian, half Northeast Aryan” nutcase who has gotten zero vagina since the 80’s (aka the year I was born).

Why would a half-Asian be proud to be Asian? (Part 2)

When our Asian parents’ entire goal in life is to escape Asianness and disconnect from it, sell their bodies and souls for money, in favor of ‘Americanizing’ and ‘whitening themselves up’ and totally, inexorably escaping their own culture in favor of whatever Americanization is?

Add to the fact that they marry a white partner who has a high chance of having zero empathy and being racist – what on earth is the half-Asian person supposed to do when someone bullies him or her? Because believe me – Asians and half-Asians get bullied worse than any other group on the planet.

My brother told me the other day he wants to look like an “all American boy.” Despite looking fully Asian and being a 40+ year old virgin Trump worshipper. Who taught him that? Who taught him that looking like an all-American right wing white boy was the end goal of life, despite the fact that there’s not a woman alive who is turned on by that aesthetic?

If this is the end goal – to just turn Asians white – then why not just go in-vitro?

I think this is the reason why so many WMAF couples (in the event they even have sex) – hope for daughters, not sons. Daughters are way easier to integrate into whiteness and marry off to white men with money and privilege. Half-Asian sons are hit or miss; our entire existence banks off of “being hot,” but when your dad is an ugly white man rejected by white women, this oftentimes doesn’t work, since the son isn’t hot. Add to it the mental strain of being half-Asian with white supremacist parents, most half-Asian men wind up total messes, or gay – probably a result of being exposed to such in-their-face emasculation, golddigging, and nihilistic mate-selection. My mother repeatedly told me she hated my father and never loved him, even once; it’s a miracle I turned out straight and still into women after that.

Which came first – the far right beliefs, or the Asian wife?

Just randomly seeing right wing shit on my Twitter feed, I come across occasionally some “famous” white far-right guy whining about how the left destroyed his life or something, and boom – low and behold – he mentions his Asian wife.

I wonder which came first; the descent into far right beliefs, or the Asian wife?

Because a lot of far-right guys live in perpetual trauma of white women rejecting them for black men, so they go for “asexual, traditional” Asian women to fill that gap.

However after they get married, the lack of sex, belittling and the attitude of the Asian wife may make these guys go off the deep end. In the words of Socrates: “a bad marriage makes a man into a philosopher.”

Or maybe they’re the same issue. Either way, a lot of these far-right, closet-case, hateful white men basically default to Asian women in their attempt to “feel big” against the tides of change. Hence the “I’m not racist – my wife is Asian.”