A black friend of mine sent me this: “ there’s only three kind of people. White people, black people and people who want to be white.” I asked him, hey, did you ever have women aggressively hit on you and ask you out? And he said, yeah.

It’s funny cause back in the day I’ve had women aggressively chase me down through friends, and the only time I’ve ever seen that is when a girl actually asked me to get my black friend’s number for her.

I think I’ve figured it out after all these years.

I never wanted to be white because I couldn’t relate to it. I couldn’t relate to the stiffness. After you see women’s true desire for a man, it’s basically impossible to go back on that, how could I?

This massive swing into fascism is this swing into a system that supports men (white and white adjacent) who don’t understand this, at all. It’s all barely veiled anger at the bad boys of all races, who don’t need to jump through hoops for it. And they associate being a lazy, bad boy with being “black.” It’s like how I noticed in China, the people on average wear urban style clothing. Compared to Asian Americans, who wear flannel and dress like dorks.

I was right when I was a kid. I KNEW it. This is all it is. White acting people like my brother / uncle are just mad no woman ever truly wanted them. And my white dad, mad that women didn’t truly want him, went for an asexual Asian woman to play big man. Because so many white men are left out in the cold due to sexual selection by white / other women so go for asexual Asian women just happy not to have sex and get the bag.