Asian women who regret marrying white guys but already have kids

It’s funny how similar many of these cases are to the point of feeling statistical. I mean, that’s what half Asians are – a statistical representation of Asian women deliberately seeking out white men. That’s why so many of us, especially the males, are crashouts waiting to happen.

I have a paper trial of writing about this for 12 years, describing very similar situation with my mom. Including her being sick, my parents sleeping separately, constant fights, etc, so I’m not making this up about how common so many of our backgrounds are.

My dad’s racism getting more extreme as his dead bedroom got more extreme. She doesn’t mention being a feminist and wishing she had daughters, which is what my mom told my brother, and she doesn’t mention trying to kill her sons, like my mom tried to kill me. I’m not sure if she tried to kill me because I looked more Asian or because she was trying to spite my Nazi dad. I don’t even know if she found me white passing or not, or if her hatred of Asian men was rooted in her hatred of her own “cheating father” and she saw the Asian bones in my face and decided to take it out on me while Tiger Momming my brother to the point of being totally castrated, a eunuch, 42 years old and a MAGA virgin who told me he wants to look like a “real American boy.”

But what’s the point? These women already got what they wanted – their white man and white passing kids, so then they go into bizarre panic mode trying to teach the kid to be proud of being Asian when their mom represents the millions of Asian women who only wanted a white man. Even when I was a kid I used to flip my parents’ photos around because I subconsciously knew that the prevalence of WMAF was a symbol of how undesirable Asian looks on a man were. And lo and behold, despite people calling me “white passing” (I’m not when I gain weight), I’ve been bullied by multiple Asian women just like her. So maybe her suddenly panicking is just as much about her realizing her sons will be the “new Asian guys” as it is her realizing she married a racist – but she already knew that. I don’t even think Asian moms of sons can even tell how Asian looking their kids are, when people make value judgement on your bone structure anyways and most people can tell if someone has “Asian bones.” Like this Chinese bitch I met in London who I tried to bond with over being Chinese and she told me I would “finally get laid in China.” She had a white boyfriend, of course.

And her kids already have ADHD, so it’s like they’re basically already showing signs of the autism and mental trouble WMAF kids have, because these women specifically made a choice to bring children into a world WITH a self-hating mother AND an undesirable white man who wanted an Asian wife for his colonialist insecurities.

I honestly think so many half-Asian men are mentally screwed, some to the point of being gay, or coping with money, or being white supremacists, because of the nihilism of having an Asian mom who genuinely thought only a white man was good enough to have kids with.