How screwed as half Asian men? (Part 3)

(This is just a repost of some of my comments from Reddit).

I’ve seen this in person, had some Asian woman with her chopped white guy across the street just stare at me.

They get disappointed cause most of us look too Asian; when self hating Asians envision a half Asian guy they want a guy who looks like a Spanish guy with slightly narrowed eyes, rather than a guy with high cheekbones, black hair, and oily skin.

It’s such a nightmare especially since there’s so many of us now, and self hating Asians basically actively work to self segregate from anyone who is even vaguely Asian looking. On top of a 50 year legacy of Asian Americans talking shit about Asians / Asian men, we now have an entire demographic of mixed race people collectively born to self hating Asians.

At least if you’re cute as an Asian guy you can find a nice Asian / black / whatever woman but these Asian women are marrying the white guys that nobody wants, ironically the only thing that saved my ass from being ugly was my mom’s genes, my dad was turbo chopped, but my mom was one of those weird anti-sex feminists who hated all Asian men.

We’re the most overrated mixed race period, at least with half black guys a lot of white women are chasing black guys who look good so you get guys who look like Victor Wembayama. Compared to how horrible looking Zach Edey is.

It’s amazing that people still don’t understand this, when Asian women chase the white guys that no women want, the sons usually wind up turbo chopped, but also I’ve seen Asian men throw money at white women as well, even Arthur Liu didn’t want sons cause he knew he was chopped and the sons would have a worse life.

Unfortunately to live a life even vaguely bordering on happy, not being used and abused by women, you have to be cute but that ship as sailed for many hapa boys. At least cute Asian guys can easily find a woman who loves them.

The Wasian lie

It just dawned on me the other day that one of the reasons why Chinese families are so insistent on their children not going back to China is probably because they don’t want their children to realize they were lying about the reasons they went to America, which was for money and because they were too ugly / awful to remain in China and just be normal like everyone else. I wasn’t convinced of this theory until this week, when I went to go visit a certain city in China known for being the most money-oriented places in China, which my Chinese American family picked as their destination.

In this city, not only did I notice that my wife and I were meanmugged SO hard by women AND men there (my guess is that in money-oriented places, they absolutely hate prettier Asian people, because this city is notorious for the most blatant golddigging I’ve ever seen), but I even noticed the women in my family, so called Christian, loving people, mean-mug prettier Chinese girls as well and talk trash about some of the Chinese women in advertisements. On top of that, when you got outside of the city, rather than seeing ugly Chinese, hapa and white guys with Chinese golddiggers who were on their phones the entire time like in the downtown area, you started to see Chinese pretty boys driving around with stunning Chinese women in shitty little vans.

It really made me think about how everything in life really is about looks. When Asian women marry some ugly short bald white guy for the visa / money, they just gaslight their sons that they’re so super hot and life will be easy for them because they’re mixed with white, when in reality, it was just about money. Money, money, money – the only thing that makes ugly soulless people feel important. But again, that’s not how the real world works. In the real world, looks are objective and you are guaranteed an easy life if you’re born pretty – either as a male or female. It was all a lie at the end of the day to cover up certain Asian peoples’ decision to throw away their culture and intermix with mid white people just for the money and status, and the sons are left paying the price.

The thing is; life is really hard and the only reason white guys go for Asian women is because white men are rejected by white women during the era of late-stage-feminism, i.e., white women’s pickiness. And Asian women go for white men because they’re easier to manipulate to gain money from, since there’s a huge subset of Chinese culture that just believes you need to do anything to gain money, and it’s all fair gain, including having kids with some incel guy. I guess that’s why every half-Asian guy I meet has no culture, overcompensates with his ‘muh Wasian’ BS, and is basically an incel. And then on the other hand there’s guys so pretty, like me and my full Asian friends, who have never had to lift a single finger in life to get women. And now in retrospect, when I think about all the hostility I’ve gotten from half-Asians, self-hating Asians, white people, even black people, I’m starting to think it was just rote jealousy for being pretty, which, yes, is something you find generally on a good chunk of Asian people.

Remember, I myself ID as full Asian and have been treated as such even though if some Asian people want to deny it, and my facial structure just screams full Asian and I’ve benefited from it because I’ve had women chase me specifically for my very strong cheekbones; so if you’re a hapa / Wasian male and have realized women don’t want you without the money, then yeah, you’re screwed.

Are Wasians actually ‘good looking’ or are Asians just THAT self hating?

My brother and I have the exact same genes. He often refers to himself as ‘good looking’ despite being a virgin and, when I asked him, he said that no woman has ever expressed interest in him. Which is hilarious, because I’ve heard him talk about having “good genes” before, thanks to this Nazi-ass culture of half Asians gassing themselves up for having a white parent and a KKAsian parent. I’ve stopped listening to everything and just assumed everyone is lying at this point, because life is really hard so people WILL lie about their motivations, and yes, choosing ONLY a white person to have kids with IS racist.

The first time a girl expressed interest in me, I think I was 11. She wasn’t Asian, because, as you guessed it, Asian women seem to loathe me, such as the Chinese British girl I met in London who told me “you should go back to China, you’d finally get laid.” As a result of how common bullying is against me for being Asian, I genuinely don’t think I am good looking, but I’ve had white / black / Indian women ask me to take them home when their boyfriends were like 5 feet away. Funnily enough, the only guys I’ve ever spoken to who experienced this are full Asian. Not to say all full Asians are like this; my former best friend is an adopted Korean who only likes white women, never got called hot once in his life, and the only white woman he’s ever gotten cheated on him. I spent my entire life around him and my brother, was fully cognizant of everything during out childhood, and neither one of them ever, EVER, had a woman express interest in them.

My guess is that saying “Wasians are good looking” is just wishful thinking from Asians who are so self hating that they think getting with the most chopped white guy / girl available will lead to children who are “good looking.” Which isn’t how the world works, in real time, in reality.

In the REAL world, the one I’ve had to live in, racism is alive and well, especially gendered racism, and my honest to god guess is that Asian guys who actually ARE sexy, are fundamentally hated by all the incels / femcels of every race, who cope with proximity to whiteness to feel like they’ve got a leg up on ethnic minority bad boys who women are out actively chasing. It’s like those black guys who hate black women cause they know black women are all out chasing the best looking, thugged out black dudes; the Asian corollary is probably women out chasing all the communist Chinese dudes with crazy bone structure, leading to lunatic gay guys like Alicia Liu’s white supremacist father.

The world is a vicious place, with all kinds of interpersonal conflict, and if my experiences with women cheating on their men is somewhat common, this must mean a lot of men and women are traumatized by it, and using “proximity to whiteness” as a way to dig themselves out of their hole is understandable. My uncle loves blabbing about how great white people are, how terrible China is, how pretty mixed race people are, but then he treats me, a mixed race guy, like dirt, and my guess is that he can smell on me what he never got, being short, ugly and obsessed with money and America. And the funniest part is Wasian people love to act like they’re being victimized by full Asians who exclude them when I was accepted into Asian groups since I was a teenager and nobody ever questioned the fact that I was Asian, and now I realize it might just be because I randomly inherited bone structure that was pretty enough to be accepted by Asians and hated by everyone else, including self hating Asians.

At the end of the day, we only get one shot at life, and some guys are just born winners and some guys losers. That causes a huge amount of trauma even if at the subconscious level. What the hell are some men supposed to do that women are incapable of loving them let alone spending time with them unless they throw astronomical amounts of money at her?

The only reason I keep this blog is because this amount of entitlement and self-hatred is honestly so nihilistic and crazy and white supremacist that in the long run, it will do so much irreparable damage to all the progress we’ve made as a species, but no one seems to care because everyone is just in it for themselves.

KK Wasians (aka, KKKwasians)

A lot of people have been talking about the Wasian only gatherings in NY and LA. No other mixed races allowed, only half white people. Very deliberate choice, too. Now the Wasians are talking about how they are the new “Khazakh lobby.”

If the pure narcissism of that doesn’t make you cringe, then look at their excuses. “We exist, we deserve the right to be proud of our white side as well as our Asian side!” Or more commonly, I’ve seen them go “criticizing our right to be proud to be half white is racist!”

This is in 2026, years after we were promised race didn’t exist but every single interracial couple you see involves a white guy + Asian woman.

Why are Wasians like this? Well, I almost went down that path, and due to my insecurity over being part Asian, I too liked to cling to these ridiculous beauty myths and whatever. Especially since when I gain weight I look very Asian and I’ve seem what happens then; flat out racism, even from Asian women. I still remember when I was around 20, some Asian woman in the airport looked at me and scowled. I looked too Asian for her. Yesterday, I was eating dinner in a restaurant, and this old Chinese man was bragging about how awesome France and white people are (literally), then he goes up to pee, and takes one look at me and does the usual “oh, look a foreigner – wait, his cheekbones are too high and he looks too Asian, nope.”

This is what most Wasians are born to be. Their parents, their Asian families, deliberately sought out a white person and made a conscientious choice to bring that child into the world not as a full Asian, but specifically as a half white person. And the child knows it. They know that being full Asian is so bad and so subjected to open discrimination even from other Asians that even though Wasians love to claim they’re proud of being Asian, none of them, I repeat, none of them, would want to trade places with a full Asian.

I remember years ago I used to argue with this “happy hapa” online, and he used to say he was fine and whatever, and ten years later when I see his posting history it’s just non-stop China hate, talking about how he loves Barbour and craft beer, and he’s a 35 year old man and still single. This the same guy that when I found his Facebook, some white girl with a white boyfriend called him Kim Jung Il to his face and all he could do was reply with a snappy quip.

So, if you want to know what’s going on with the Wasians. It’s just that. All of the, 100% of them, are legitimately proud to be half white, rather than being full Asian. And that’s barely a stone’s throw from going all the way and wanting to be white, like my brother is.

I just want to say, I’m genuinely, truly sorry to all the people who can only sit back and watch this unfold. I think back to all the black and Indian women I rejected in the past trying to be a good looking Wasian Christian boy raised by my racist white dad and my hateful Asian mom who hated how “uncivilized” Asians and other minorities were. I truly am. In the event someone reads this, I truly just want to say – sorry.

“Half Asians are all tall and good looking!”

Are half Asians REALLY that good looking?

Or are Asian people just obsessed with not being Asian and marrying white people and producing half Asian kids who they desperately NEED – not want – to be “good looking” in order to justify their mass colonial obsessions?

Or is pushing this “half Asians are all so good looking” just a form of pushing white supremacy against full Asians and other black or non-white people?

I’m gonna be using lots of bolded text for people since they don’t seem to get it.

The reality is, and yes, this is the harsh reality (I’m putting it in red here, to emphasize the point): if you’re physically attractive, speaking from a male perspective, and from my own experience, a woman, a girl, whatever, would have told you to your face in like, elementary school.

Yes, that was the first time someone told me this; women will just literally say “you’re hot“‘“ to your face. And no, not a single time did I hear “oh wow you’re so hot cause you’re mixed with white and Asian.” If anything, I was just lumped in with every other Asian guy.

And yes, I’ve had Asian women attack me in life, I’m guessing because they felt that I looked too much like their “player Asian dad” or whatever BS they had trauma with. And no, my “looks” never helped with extreme bullying or alienation I endured for being half Asian. It never helped with being made to feel like a perpetual outsider. I don’t even think I’m that hot, I just have big ass cheekbones that for some reason trigger peoples’ hindbrains to read “hot Asian guy,” but triggers negative reactions in self hating Asians who desperately want to join hu-white people land.

So what’s causing 6’2″ Wasian guys to wonder if they’re good looking or chopped, unless nobody is telling them to their faces?

Here’s the reality of it: you’re attractive if you have good bone structure. This is not race dependent. An unattractive white guy who had it with ‘white feminists’ (aka women who don’t want him because of his looks), and has a kid with a self-loathing Asian woman who desperate wants to be seen as white / to live in a white country – will NOT produce a magically attractive half-Asian child. And telling a child he should be viewed as super hot by default simply for being half-white doesn’t work, because in the real world, women take one look at you and are like “nah.”

That’s the real reason why so many half-Asians have massive overcompensation complexes, where most of the dudes wind up being pay-for-play finance bros trying to buy a white woman to “feel like a real American.” Because our parents relationship isn’t based on love, or even looks; it was based on utility and trying to get a visa or have higher status babies or whatever.

And yeah the only reason I’m the way I am is because I magically for some reason came out looking exactly like my Asian mom which made her hate me and made Asian women hate me for resembling those evil player misogynist Asian guys with standards.

Asian women who regret marrying white guys but already have kids

It’s funny how similar many of these cases are to the point of feeling statistical. I mean, that’s what half Asians are – a statistical representation of Asian women deliberately seeking out white men. That’s why so many of us, especially the males, are crashouts waiting to happen.

I have a paper trial of writing about this for 12 years, describing very similar situation with my mom. Including her being sick, my parents sleeping separately, constant fights, etc, so I’m not making this up about how common so many of our backgrounds are.

My dad’s racism getting more extreme as his dead bedroom got more extreme. She doesn’t mention being a feminist and wishing she had daughters, which is what my mom told my brother, and she doesn’t mention trying to kill her sons, like my mom tried to kill me. I’m not sure if she tried to kill me because I looked more Asian or because she was trying to spite my Nazi dad. I don’t even know if she found me white passing or not, or if her hatred of Asian men was rooted in her hatred of her own “cheating father” and she saw the Asian bones in my face and decided to take it out on me while Tiger Momming my brother to the point of being totally castrated, a eunuch, 42 years old and a MAGA virgin who told me he wants to look like a “real American boy.”

But what’s the point? These women already got what they wanted – their white man and white passing kids, so then they go into bizarre panic mode trying to teach the kid to be proud of being Asian when their mom represents the millions of Asian women who only wanted a white man. Even when I was a kid I used to flip my parents’ photos around because I subconsciously knew that the prevalence of WMAF was a symbol of how undesirable Asian looks on a man were. And lo and behold, despite people calling me “white passing” (I’m not when I gain weight), I’ve been bullied by multiple Asian women just like her. So maybe her suddenly panicking is just as much about her realizing her sons will be the “new Asian guys” as it is her realizing she married a racist – but she already knew that. I don’t even think Asian moms of sons can even tell how Asian looking their kids are, when people make value judgement on your bone structure anyways and most people can tell if someone has “Asian bones.” Like this Chinese bitch I met in London who I tried to bond with over being Chinese and she told me I would “finally get laid in China.” She had a white boyfriend, of course.

And her kids already have ADHD, so it’s like they’re basically already showing signs of the autism and mental trouble WMAF kids have, because these women specifically made a choice to bring children into a world WITH a self-hating mother AND an undesirable white man who wanted an Asian wife for his colonialist insecurities.

I honestly think so many half-Asian men are mentally screwed, some to the point of being gay, or coping with money, or being white supremacists, because of the nihilism of having an Asian mom who genuinely thought only a white man was good enough to have kids with.

AMWF hardly exists

Everyone knows that WMAF (white man + Asian female) outnumbers the inverse at least by 100:1. Everyone knows that, simply going outside.

This is in despite of Asian / Wasian male spammers spamming AMWF all the time in their attempt to “get revenge” on WMAF, which is even more pathetic. Again, AMWF doesn’t exist and when it does it’s generally “mid” white women being paid by some self-hating Asian man.

So, on top of there being extreme racism against Asians UNLESS that said Asian person is a woman – you now have millions of half-Asians born almost exclusively to white fathers.

Won’t that have some profound psychological effects on the offspring?

This is the reason why to this date, there haven’t been any successful half-Asians of any real merit. Hell, even with AMWF couples, as rare as they are, the children are rarely successful because of racism, and because the dad is usually just as self-hating and throws money at some white woman to overcome his “Asian tax.”

I say that as a guy who just randomly won the genetic lottery and have an appearance that makes women really like me and actively chase me, like what happened with the actor Jiang Wen. Either Asian men are rejecting white women (like I did), or white women are not chasing Asian men. I don’t believe that men have any say in any of this.

Also, just looking at Wasian men you can tell none of them have the swag or confidence that comes with being one of those guys who is liked by women for free. Past a point it’s because of the WMAF dynamic emasculating most Wasian guys, but it’s probably because most of them just aren’t hot enough. Even my mom noticed that my brother looked more like my dad and was gonna be celibate for life so she got into Tiger Momming him, while she saw that girls liked me and I guess that triggered her “Asian men are all bad” mindset and tried to murder me.

Asian women and their ugly white men

I’m gonna completely eviscerate WMAF this morning. I just realized how nihilistic this white worshipping stuff is and how my mother 100% knew what she was doing – and then people wonder why I’m so “crazy.”

I saw a comment on Youtube about a Chinese woman who left rural China and married an American in Silicon Valley; it was a video about an adopted Pakistani girl speaking fluent Chinese, embracing Chinese culture, and going so far as to refuse to leave her small rural town to move to a big city. This woman commenter was a Chinese woman stating she was in tears every time she saw the girl’s videos because she regretted moving to Silicon Valley to pursue a career, education and money. She commented she wanted to go home and regretted leaving the countryside.

I looked at her videos and her husband is a a classic 2/10 white guy who talks like the sexually invisible autist. Just imagine every stereotype about a Silicon Valley engineer who wouldn’t be able to reproduce if Asian women didn’t exist.

Her comment triggered me cause ever since I was a kid I wanted to leave the US and move back to China and I would constantly pester my mom why she married my loser, racist dad if she was so proud to be Chinese.

My mother and my aunts all admitted to me they never loved their white husbands. Asian women are very blunt, very practical people, and to say Asian women are somehow blind is hysterical. Asian women are the opposite of blind. So why do they marry these hideous white guys?

My guess is for “muh education” or “muh status,” plus they get a guy they can boss around and don’t have to sleep with, cause not a single woman alive will want them. Fine, good, but then these same Asian women whine and complain about how unhappy they are, they shit all over and abuse their white lapdogs and then on top of that try to parent their hapa sons into being “Asian” and their daughters into being prostitutes for white men. In one case my aunt still keeps her last name from her first marriage to a white guy she LITERALLY SAID TO ME SHE NEVER LOVED – simply to have better career options. And now she’s with this 5’5″ Jewish guy who got (in his words) “divorce r@ped” by his white ex-wife and now just goes on rants about the CCP, Muslims and communism every time his pint-sized ass shows up at CNY. The dude is so crazy that last time I saw him in October, as soon as my aunt came over to hug me this guy runs up and just wraps his arm around her and tries to pull her away from me. Like, papi, she’s my aunt. He’s literally intimidated by a half-Asian, Asian looking guy showing up around my 64 year old aunt.

Asian women are like any other women, but also ten times more blunt and unable to control what they say, and most importantly, aren’t blind, so they are fully aware they marry men they are physically repulsed by. But it doesn’t matter, because they NEED to marry this white man for the purpose of pursuing their educational / assimilation goals, with the added benefit off having total control of a dead bedroom where the man has NO OPTION but to accept it.

The worst issue of course comes with the kids, especially the sons; not only are we left with absolute dregs of fathers, guys who had no business reproducing at all, which winds up creating men like my brother, 41 year old virgins with zero ability to function other than as a worker drone. On top of that, we’re subjected to gendered racism against Asian men which our mothers again, do not care about, because she NEEDS to marry her ugly white man. The final cherry on top is the insane violence, dysfunction and anger within the home when the Asian woman’s pathological distaste and disgust for the ugly husband comes out every 2 seconds and she’s a giant ball of anger, rage, and disrespect, just 24/7, due to her loveless, asexual marriage.

That’s why half Asians have 300% of suicide rate of monoracials. Our mothers married specifically for race – but not even for a valid reason, but just because. And they rarely if ever pick winners, they deliberately go for the most anemic, asexual, dweebish, weird white guys around, then expect their half-Asian sons to be perfectly well adapted to a world where interracial marriage between Asians is wildly lopsided and being Asian is only seen as good when it’s on a woman. On top of that, they simultaneously push this “hybrid vigor” shit onto sons whose fathers are 5’5″ invisible men, and then poorly equip us to deal with legitimate, actual racism from women. Then, they wine and pine for “Asian society” realizing fully well Asian society won’t take them after they sold their wombs and souls to ugly white guys in the west, and definitely won’t take us, their sons, after we ourselves get rejected from the west.

The terrible, terrible reality of being a half-Asian, Asian looking man – I don’t think people understand the scope of this

I am half Chinese, father was a racist Holocaust-denying Japanophile, and in general – many of many Asian friends are still single in their 30’s and in my immediate family, there are no Asian men / non-Asian woman pairings while there are 3X that in terms of Asian women + white males; (and it’s only white males, no other race, half of these guys are pretty openly racist, one of them pulled me aside and started talking about Chinese spies on CNY, then on Christmas was ranting about Muslims having their call to prayer and making fun me and my wife’s trip to Dubai because he believed we “could have gotten blown up”).

Going outside on the daily it’s probably 100:1 white man / Asian woman to Asian man / non-Asian woman. Any single poster here can leave their house and see this. There are 100s of posters here from NYC, so just go outside and look. In some cases you see even more Asian women with white men than they are with Asian men. This ALSO includes half-Asian men, who are lumped in with Asian men despite having Asian mothers who belonged to the trend.

I don’t see why it’s so controversial to point this out. There should LITERALLY, in 2025, be active attempts all across the board to increase the self-esteem of half-Asian men in order to properly welcome this new demographic, yet there is not. There has been zero attempt to assimilate Asians other than through the women.

I’m half-Asian, been bullied for it my whole life, (including Asian girls, one who told me my only chance of getting laid was moving back to China) and yes, married, but I think it’s getting to an alarming degree now because the half-Asian men in my family (past 40 in one case) are still unmarried and several of my best friends are pushing 40, unmarried, and have become embittered due to the imbalance, want to get a white woman “to balance it out,” yet CLEARLY cannot.

Past a point it becomes impossible not to ask WTF is going on. The message, ON PAPER, is that YES, Asian men REALLY are that undesirable. And by extension – so are half Asian men cause when people are looking for Asian heritage as a dealbreaker, they don’t care if it’s 50% or 100%. Asian women themselves have REPEATEDLY reinforced this message for decades and now here are 100s of 1000s, if not millions of Asian-presenting Asian boys.

How are they going to plan to prevent half-Asian guys from crashing out? Cause my brother had a wild crashout years ago after being bullied for being Chinese in the small town that my mother moved to (he was bullied by a white girl, no less; lest the Asian guys here want to pretend white women LOVE Asian men). The only other biracial Asian in his small town (Korean mother), was “randomly” shot and killed in a shady part of town for “no reason.” This is in BANGOR, MAINE, of all places. You can look up the news story.

I don’t think people fully understand the scope of this. It’s the full scale assimilation of Asian women into whiteness, the complete marginalization of Asian men, except the problem being that half-Asian sons…. look Asian…..

Couple years ago I walked into a shop in Maine with my aunt (married to a white man), the shop keeper goes “Are you Korean? I have an aunt who is Chinese, an aunt who is Japanese, and an aunt who is Korean!” Then he looks at me and goes “oh, hello! are you from Korea? Can he understand?” They literally assume Asian looking men are foreigners, while the women are there just to marry white guys. It’s complete insanity and there’s a total, complete gag order placed on talking about how bad it is.

Not understand how crazy that is, is beyond me. If anything it’s amazing there haven’t been daily crashouts since the 90s.

The living hell of being a half Asian man with a white dad / Asian mom

You know – before we begin – I’d like to talk about how happy I used to be a long time ago. Then I learned that there’s something called “gendered racism” against Asian men, and it was everywhere and it cut the soul out of my body and even 17 years later I haven’t recovered. So, let me tell you how I really feel. I was in denial for years about how bad it was because my parents and Asian family successfully brainwashed me into thinking I was white – but around 23 I realized that I literally wasn’t. I recently looked at some kid photos of myself and realized that I looked way more dark and ethnic than I had ever imagined myself.

Also, let me stop you right there before you talk about “muh Wasian celebrities” or “Joji” or “Keanu” or “some hapa you know with a 300k a year job and his mid white wife.”

I’m talking about the generalities here of being half-Asian and male, in the western world. For every “successful Wasian” you can name, I can go outside and see 100 WMAF couples, 0 AMWF, and like 15 “Wasian” men walking around totally alone, even with their dad’s money. Whenever I look around and try to find a normal “Wasian” man, he’s always gay, weird, into extreme military shit (i.e., gay), or weird.

Reason why? NOBODY WANTS ASIAN LOOKS ON A MAN. Period. On women – Asian looks are passable because they provide companionship for lonely incel white dudes with cash on hand. But on men – forget it.

I’m just gonna copy and paste from Twitter.

Being a half-Asian male is basically a fate worse than death.

1) Our own mothers generally hate Asian male looks. Asian culture is ruthless and marrying a white man just because he’s white, not because you love him, is basically seen as “a thing one must do,” for no real reason other than “just because.”

2) Insane bullying only against Asian males, with Asian women joining in.

3) My own mother hoped for daughters, cause they’re easier to assimilate into western society than half Asian men. She told my brother this, and I recently learned from him about two years ago that she had told him this. My OWN MOTHER hoped for daughters.

4) 99% of half Asian women get with white men. Both AMWF and WMAF are like this. Of the two dozen or so Wasian girls I know, 100% of them married a white guy.

5) Dad was a Nazi sympathizing autist with major aspbergers. He was a Holocaust denier, read books by Pat Buchanan, Ezra Pound, Enoch Powell, and all kinds of far right stuff.

6) Mom tried to kill me on several occasions, I guess for looking too Asian.

7) Bullied for being Asian by non-Asian guys who used to get Asian girls.

8) Had an Asian girl tell me I should go back to China to get laid. She had a white boyfriend

9) Own family member bragged about how Caucasian one of my female cousin’s kids looked. “She doesn’t look Chinese at all! That’s awesome!” This was about October 2025.

10) Aunt’s boyfriend went on a rant about Muslims last CNY when we heard the call to prayer outside of their apartment building.

11) Met a Chinese girl at a party. Told her I was half-Chinese and she went “ew” and walked away

12) Most of my Asian American male friends are so mentally beaten they make fun of me for speaking Chinese. Most of them are single pushing 40.

13) 100% of my former friends made fun of me for being Asian.

15) My brother is a 40 year old Trump supporting Nazi who believes slavery should be reinstated. Thinks he’s white and wants to be an “all American boy.” Also a fucking virgin at 40.

16) My aunt always tries to ask me if I think I look more like dad or mom (white or Asian), hoping I say white. I don’t look white.

17) Mental problems from meeting white people and hearing them say racist shit thinking I won’t care because I’m half white.

18) Asians gaslight me constantly telling me I’m privileged and white when I’ve literally had the shit kicked out of me by Polish gangsters in Brooklyn. I look so Chinese that old Chinese men outside of China look at me and smile.

19) Every Asian girl in my family is with a white guy and these guys are uniformly ugly and / or racist or both.

20) Every half Asian girl I’ve ever met whether her mom or dad is white, gets with a white man.

21) Only girls who like me were Indian / black, mom made us break up by telling me black girl would give me AIDS. Exes were Indian and my dad shamed me with his religious brainwashing out of having sex with them, and yeah I believed him.

22) Because I’m tall people in the US think I’m mainland Chinese and treat me like absolute shit, especially if they’re Asian.

23) WMAF couples stare at me when I try to just eat lunch or dinner alone. I’ve had a couple just sit there and fucking look up with spoonfuls of congee in their mouth just looking at me like they were trying to gauge if I’m “okay” or not with their shit.

24) Police / customs agents have profiled me before coming back into the USA from China. I was born like 1.25 miles away from Laguardia airport.

25) Former “good friend” told me “bigguuhh Amelican penis” (South Park reference) when I told him I was going back to China. This same guy could only get with Asian and half-Asian girls.

26) When I talk about or try to complain about my racist white family my Chinese family just claims that I’m mentally ill and that I need to “focus on career”

27) my mom weighed 75 lbs at her death due to starving herself out of depression at marrying my dad

28) mom beat the shit out of my brother and I to take out her anger at getting with my Nazi dad

29) mom used to make fun of dad while he ate so he would eat with his face in his hands

30) mom would pull us into bed and have covert emotional incest

31) I’ve had literal Asian women roll their eyes at me and try to show PDA to their mid white boyfriends in front of me… for the crime of being (half) asian and sitting next to them in a church or airport

32) Gay Asian TSA agents harass me because they think I’m Chinese

33) get asked “where I’m from” almost once a week despite looking CLEARLY EuroAsian but that doesn’t mean shit because I’m basically full Chinaman to westerners

34) Asian Americans tell me to STFU bc I’m “white” but in China, cops looked me in face n were surprised I was foreign

35) There is ZERO community for biracial Asians bc most biracial Asians online are homosexuals emasculated by their WMAF golddigging moms and racist dads, and basically 100% of #Wasian girls marry white dudes

36) When I was like 11 my Chinese cousin used to bring home these huge Jewish guys and have loud sex with me downstairs, downright sexual abuse

37) Her sister told me that she couldn’t wait to leave China to “kiss all the white people in NYC” (NYC is 40% white)