Asian women who regret marrying white guys but already have kids

It’s funny how similar many of these cases are to the point of feeling statistical. I mean, that’s what half Asians are – a statistical representation of Asian women deliberately seeking out white men. That’s why so many of us, especially the males, are crashouts waiting to happen.

I have a paper trial of writing about this for 12 years, describing very similar situation with my mom. Including her being sick, my parents sleeping separately, constant fights, etc, so I’m not making this up about how common so many of our backgrounds are.

My dad’s racism getting more extreme as his dead bedroom got more extreme. She doesn’t mention being a feminist and wishing she had daughters, which is what my mom told my brother, and she doesn’t mention trying to kill her sons, like my mom tried to kill me. I’m not sure if she tried to kill me because I looked more Asian or because she was trying to spite my Nazi dad. I don’t even know if she found me white passing or not, or if her hatred of Asian men was rooted in her hatred of her own “cheating father” and she saw the Asian bones in my face and decided to take it out on me while Tiger Momming my brother to the point of being totally castrated, a eunuch, 42 years old and a MAGA virgin who told me he wants to look like a “real American boy.”

But what’s the point? These women already got what they wanted – their white man and white passing kids, so then they go into bizarre panic mode trying to teach the kid to be proud of being Asian when their mom represents the millions of Asian women who only wanted a white man. Even when I was a kid I used to flip my parents’ photos around because I subconsciously knew that the prevalence of WMAF was a symbol of how undesirable Asian looks on a man were. And lo and behold, despite people calling me “white passing” (I’m not when I gain weight), I’ve been bullied by multiple Asian women just like her. So maybe her suddenly panicking is just as much about her realizing her sons will be the “new Asian guys” as it is her realizing she married a racist – but she already knew that. I don’t even think Asian moms of sons can even tell how Asian looking their kids are, when people make value judgement on your bone structure anyways and most people can tell if someone has “Asian bones.” Like this Chinese bitch I met in London who I tried to bond with over being Chinese and she told me I would “finally get laid in China.” She had a white boyfriend, of course.

And her kids already have ADHD, so it’s like they’re basically already showing signs of the autism and mental trouble WMAF kids have, because these women specifically made a choice to bring children into a world WITH a self-hating mother AND an undesirable white man who wanted an Asian wife for his colonialist insecurities.

I honestly think so many half-Asian men are mentally screwed, some to the point of being gay, or coping with money, or being white supremacists, because of the nihilism of having an Asian mom who genuinely thought only a white man was good enough to have kids with.

‘Wasians’ aren’t attractive, it’s just that people REALLY hate Asian men

I actually don’t even think Wasians are that attractive, it’s just that people really, really hate Asian men and have this eugenic vision in their head of Asian men being annihilated and all the Asian women getting with white men for this fantasy of what a Wasian looks like.

When I compare how badly I was treated (even by self hating Asian women who saw my Asian bonestructure and decided to be hostile), it doesn’t make sense that Wasians have this degree of hype behind them.

Most Wasians claim they’re so amazing and hot just by basis of being half-white, because their Asian parents were obsessed with marrying a white person, no matter how mid / ugly they were. So there’s an element of overcompensating and just outright self hatred of the Asian side.

Here’s a black woman from LipstickAlley basically saying the obvious about them. Just being half white isn’t automatically “attractive.” It’s just that Asians are just THAT self hating. Black women are also persona non grata number one in our society, so it’s no wonder she’s calling a spade a spade and stating the obvious. If anything the real reason behind fetishizing such ugly as hell Wasians is rooted in the fact that hot full Asian men and hot black women would call them out.

Hudson Williams is mid and overrated, why is the media pushing him so hard?

Comparison, Hudson Williams vs. an Asian American actor (who is considered ‘hot’ but considered ugly in Asia), a full Korean actor who is considered ‘average’ for a Korean actor, but still would gets called hot, and then a full Asian actor on the high end of the spectrum. The half Asian guy looks worse than all of them.

It’s unbelievable how mid this guy is.

They’re only pushing him because he’s half white, while ignoring much hotter Asian guys I see on the daily basis. It’s flat out racism and neo-colonialism.

They’re trying to normalize white guy / Asian woman pairings with how unbalanced they are, and push their sons because we all know half Asian guys aren’t going to fair well in modern dating (especially with white women, and half-Asians are just embedded by default into ‘le white community’), especially since most of our dads were unattractive passport bros.

They know pushing him as a hetero icon is unrealistic so they’re pushing the gay angle.

The guy wouldn’t even pass a basic headshot test in Korea, which is probably the point since a lot of racism against Asians is jealousy of how the hottest full Asians are way hotter. I say this as a half Asian who fits the actual Asian beauty standard and I have never, ever, gotten the glazing this guy has despite women IRL calling me hot non stop. Which may be the point, I guess people see me and know I would never stoop that low.

Why are so many Wasians gay?(Heated Rivalry)

The above Reddit post is some Asian mom of half Asian sons who hopes her sons have confidence in being Wasian, using a fictional TV character from the show “Heated Rivalry” as inspiration. A character written as an Asian bottom for a white guy.

The extremely overrated Wasian actor Hudson Williams without fancy camera tricks of fancy lighting.

Let’s be real, the casting of a Wasian guy is just society’s attempt to excuse mass WMAF and find ‘something to do’ with the half-Asian sons who are basically screwed by it. Hudson Williams, the actor, isn’t attractive in the slightest and they’re desperately trying to push this guy as attractive to ‘do something’ about the millions of half-Asian guys who ALL have Asian moms. They’re probably realizing it’s not realistic for women to find half-Asian guys attractive (partially due to racism, but more so because they’re unattractive because their dads are unattractive) so they’re turning them into gay symbols.

I feel a lot of Wasian guys are gay due to a combination of extreme emasculation plus maybe the racial dynamic of superior white dad / self-hating Asian mom, Asian looking son. Or the added element of Asian mom marrying a white guy for the money and this leading to the son swearing off men altogether. Or maybe the utter complete confusion of millions of Asian moms marrying ugly white guys leads to confused, ugly kids.

I have a suspicion mixed race people tend to swing towards being gay more because the nature of their parents’ interracial relationship is usually rooted in money / social ascension / brute force assimilation and the fact that there’s no actual hetero love involved, it turns the boys off of women forever.

This is also just completely ignoring how badly Asian looking men are treated, not just in the dating world, but in general, just completely ignored, bullied, etc.

Also I use the term ‘Wasian’ facetiously. I think it’s ridiculous how grown adults use this colonized-ass word, but then again that’s just proof of how insecure half-Asians are.

Wasian insecurity, Case No. #14,124,583

Here’s another Wasian I found randomly online while reading /r/malegrooming (there’s so many Wasians on that sub), admitting he doesn’t get maidens, and then I went through his post history and here he is trying to get rid of his monolid look.

This is the end result of mass Asian self hatred and Asian peoples’ obsession with marrying white people. It’s funny cause the creator of Kpop Demon Hunter is some white dude with a Korean wife and he said his son finally started to be proud of his Korean identity only AFTER that movie made like a bajillion dollars. Not BEFORE.

Keep in mind that I was like 11 years old when I learned to be proud of my Asian side cause girls were calling me hot, so the fact that there are so many half-Asians out there who are self hating because they’re not being validated by women is proof that Asian women marrying unattractive white guys for the status / assimilation / money leads to unattractive kids. Kids who go on to blame their race for being unattractive and want to become white by any means possible.

On top of this, this is all ignoring how Asians are completely tossing their culture aside to marry bland white people just cause they’re white. Leading to mixed race cultureless kids who have zero culture other than being half wonderbread incels.

More on the Wasian male problem

Another incel Wasian I found randomly on Reddit today. This guy is 6’4″, btw.

So Asian women will exclusively get with white men, Asian men are supposed to be asexual and die alone, and their half Asian sons are supposed to have NO problems at all, and we’re supposed to be gaslit into thinking that white guy / Asian woman is somehow progressive, despite the pairing SPECIFICALLY being rooted in the man being white?

This will have NO problems in the long run; really?

Years ago /r/hapas said that Asian women were deliberately aborting hapa sons, but it may be worse than that; they might be doing it because they know the sons will carry their father’s genes that are undesirable to women, but also because having a Wasian son is too much trouble when you really think about it; for the exact reasons I mentioned.

Even me, a Wasian male, had my own mother tell me she wished my brother and I were girls, not boys. And Asian women have gone out of their way to attack me for being “too Asian.” So what’s the plan?

Ironically, after years of researching this, I do believe that Asian women do this because white men are simply easier to manipulate into a dead bedroom, ATM style marriage, compared to those “cheating Asian men” (with options). That’s good and fine, but the children are left without a culture and without the basic requirements to function within hyper competitive Western society (let alone Eastern society).

The worst part about this is that at least Asian men have a shot with non-Asian women of color, who actually appreciate men’s looks. Wasian males generally never inherit the bare minimum looks to function in hyper-competitive Western feminist “hookup culture,” the same ones ejecting their dads.

I’m sick of the racism

This is a post by Lauren Chen I randomly saw on my Twitter feed; she is a “Wasian” with a white mom and this rich Chinese banker dad who bought her mom or something.

As someone who got swayed into this white nationalist / pro-western garbage by my own friends and father, but rejected it eventually, it really was that easy to get sucked into white supremacy / western supremacy.

I never wanted this. I’ve never liked white girls, never been ashamed of my heritage, always valued my Chinese side over everything else, never wanted to be whitewashed, and never had an ounce of racism in my heart – it’s just that constant exposure to this filth over my life swayed me in directions I didn’t want to go.

It’s RACISM. I’m tired of pretending it’s NOT racism. It IS racism.

Do people realize how screwed the Wasian situation is?

There’s millions of half-Asians born almost exclusively to white dads and Asian moms, a large chunk of these women just doing it for visas / money / status, or just out of pure hatred of Asian men.

Half Asians are being bullied from what it seems (just look at some of the posts I make), and wind up extremely self hating, and hating Asian women, and worshipping white women in their attempt to “feel whole.”

This is excluding the fact that a huge chunk of white guys who marry Asian women are some variant on MGTOW, MRA, racist, who enjoy the feeling of being validated for their whiteness – which their sons won’t experience, but expect. Then on top of that you have an entire lifetime of being exposed to their parents’ open racism.

Then on top of that, most half-Asian males are physically unattractive, due to their parents, since the dads are usually the ones who were victims of the western sexual revolution where women were choosing to avoid men they weren’t attracted to. And being physically unattractive just worsens their self-hatred as they are unable to compete in the west and just wind up blaming it on being Asian.

I just wanted a culture all along

If I had to sum up why I’m so upset about being “Eurasian,” it’s primarily because I feel deprived of a culture.

I seem to be in the extreme minority of people who doesn’t care about white people AT ALL. I simply don’t care. I’ve never cared. If that makes me an extremist, then whatever. I’m at the point now where as I get older I look more and more Chinese to the extent that even here in China people barely look at me. Last time I was in Korea people just ran up to me and spoke to me in Korean so there’s that.

Unlike most half-Asians, by pure stroke of luck I inherited the same Asian features that makes women go crazy over those Korean actors, so my life experience has been a result of not being desperate for white approval, not self-hating, and not white-worshipping. I was thinking last night about the number of white women I’ve rejected and it must be in the dozens. All because the whole time I just wanted an Asian girl. I’ve been asked out by women that rich dudes can’t even get, and the whole time, I distinctly remember just not caring at all about them cause they weren’t Chinese. I’ve never, ever, ever had a crush on a woman who was not Asian or black and now that I’ve finally accepted that I will and always will be seen as Asian to the world I realize looking back even the way I thought was Asian, but being surrounded by self-haters and their white heroes, I got severely sidetracked. I remember growing up, being forced to hang out with white people, and having to respond with random actresses I thought were hot, when I couldn’t even think of a single one. I remember having a crush on Lisa Leslie before I found a single white woman attractive.

That’s what I’m mostly upset about. I’m married to an Asian woman and self-hating Asians and white supremacists (which is basically most people, whether they admit it or not), act like I made a mistake by reinvesting my blood into China. I remember having a crush on multiple Chinese girls in high school and them being rude to me and I think this lead to my mental breakdown that I’ve buried down for 20 years.

The worst part of all of this is that I let self-hating Asians drag me into a world where they used white people as a way to feel better about themselves and it had me second guessing and acting weird when I basically won the minute I came out of the womb and I had nothing to prove.

My whole life even since I was a child I wanted to be Chinese, to marry a Chinese woman, to eat Chinese food every day. That’s all I wanted. And my mother threw that away because she had mental problems or had personal beef with Asian men or her dad or whatever, or because she wanted some white guy she could dominate and belittle with no consequence. But even she parenting my brother (who looks more like my dad), and me, differently.

The reason I’m so obsessed with looks is because I think that the reason this happened is because Asian women can be hyper asexual / money oriented so they don’t want the super hot Asian guys and want some ugly white guy she can use as an ATM / punching bag. That makes sense when I realize my mom probably saw me as having potential to be chased by girls and decided she hated seeing that cause it reminded her of hot Asian guys who burned her, and so she tried to kill me.

As for why most half-Asians are whitewashed, well…. if I extrapolated what I suspect, most of them aren’t hot, since they look more ambiguous (as I said I probably fit more into the extreme end of K-drama aesthetic ideals), so they are trained by their moms to just throw money at women, and thus think they can buy their way out of their situation by throwing money at a white woman.

It’s funny cause the only times I see half-Asians desperate for approval or expressing the same opinions as me, they tend to be women. Now I realize that being a hot guy is basically like being a woman, so it makes sense that I’m like this. My brain is incapable of functioning like most mid guys (which is like 99% of men) conceptualize the world. Ironically, in China, I’m considered “average” lookswise. Heh.

AMWF hardly exists

Everyone knows that WMAF (white man + Asian female) outnumbers the inverse at least by 100:1. Everyone knows that, simply going outside.

This is in despite of Asian / Wasian male spammers spamming AMWF all the time in their attempt to “get revenge” on WMAF, which is even more pathetic. Again, AMWF doesn’t exist and when it does it’s generally “mid” white women being paid by some self-hating Asian man.

So, on top of there being extreme racism against Asians UNLESS that said Asian person is a woman – you now have millions of half-Asians born almost exclusively to white fathers.

Won’t that have some profound psychological effects on the offspring?

This is the reason why to this date, there haven’t been any successful half-Asians of any real merit. Hell, even with AMWF couples, as rare as they are, the children are rarely successful because of racism, and because the dad is usually just as self-hating and throws money at some white woman to overcome his “Asian tax.”

I say that as a guy who just randomly won the genetic lottery and have an appearance that makes women really like me and actively chase me, like what happened with the actor Jiang Wen. Either Asian men are rejecting white women (like I did), or white women are not chasing Asian men. I don’t believe that men have any say in any of this.

Also, just looking at Wasian men you can tell none of them have the swag or confidence that comes with being one of those guys who is liked by women for free. Past a point it’s because of the WMAF dynamic emasculating most Wasian guys, but it’s probably because most of them just aren’t hot enough. Even my mom noticed that my brother looked more like my dad and was gonna be celibate for life so she got into Tiger Momming him, while she saw that girls liked me and I guess that triggered her “Asian men are all bad” mindset and tried to murder me.