AMWF hardly exists

Everyone knows that WMAF (white man + Asian female) outnumbers the inverse at least by 100:1. Everyone knows that, simply going outside.

This is in despite of Asian male spammers spamming AMWF all the time in their attempt to “get revenge” on WMAF, which is even more pathetic. Again, AMWF doesn’t exist and when it does it’s generally “mid” white women being paid by some self-hating Asian man.

So, on top of there being extreme racism against Asians UNLESS that said Asian person is a woman – you now have millions of half-Asians born almost exclusively to white fathers.

Won’t that have some profound psychological effects on the offspring?

This is the reason why to this date, there haven’t been any successful half-Asians of any real merit. Hell, even with AMWF couples, as rare as they are, the children are rarely successful because of racism, and because the dad is usually just as self-hating and throws money at some white woman to overcome his “Asian tax.”

I say that as a guy who just randomly won the genetic lottery and have an appearance that makes women really like me and actively chase me, like what happened with the actor Jiang Wen. Either Asian men are rejecting white women (like I did), or white women are not chasing Asian men. I don’t believe that men have any say in any of this.

Also, just looking at Wasian men you can tell none of them have the swag or confidence that comes with being one of those guys who is liked by women for free. Past a point it’s because of the WMAF dynamic emasculating most Wasian guys, but it’s probably because most of them just aren’t hot enough. Even my mom noticed that my brother looked more like my dad and was gonna be celibate for life so she got into Tiger Momming him, while she saw that girls liked me and I guess that triggered her “Asian men are all bad” mindset and tried to murder me.

Asian women and their ugly white men

I’m gonna completely eviscerate WMAF this morning. I just realized how nihilistic this white worshipping stuff is and how my mother 100% knew what she was doing – and then people wonder why I’m so “crazy.”

I saw a comment on Youtube about a Chinese woman who left rural China and married an American in Silicon Valley; it was a video about an adopted Pakistani girl speaking fluent Chinese, embracing Chinese culture, and going so far as to refuse to leave her small rural town to move to a big city. This woman commenter was a Chinese woman stating she was in tears every time she saw the girl’s videos because she regretted moving to Silicon Valley to pursue a career, education and money. She commented she wanted to go home and regretted leaving the countryside.

I looked at her videos and her husband is a a classic 2/10 white guy who talks like the sexually invisible autist. Just imagine every stereotype about a Silicon Valley engineer who wouldn’t be able to reproduce if Asian women didn’t exist.

Her comment triggered me cause ever since I was a kid I wanted to leave the US and move back to China and I would constantly pester my mom why she married my loser, racist dad if she was so proud to be Chinese.

My mother and my aunts all admitted to me they never loved their white husbands. Asian women are very blunt, very practical people, and to say Asian women are somehow blind is hysterical. Asian women are the opposite of blind. So why do they marry these hideous white guys?

My guess is for “muh education” or “muh status,” plus they get a guy they can boss around and don’t have to sleep with, cause not a single woman alive will want them. Fine, good, but then these same Asian women whine and complain about how unhappy they are, they shit all over and abuse their white lapdogs and then on top of that try to parent their hapa sons into being “Asian” and their daughters into being prostitutes for white men. In one case my aunt still keeps her last name from her first marriage to a white guy she LITERALLY SAID TO ME SHE NEVER LOVED – simply to have better career options. And now she’s with this 5’5″ Jewish guy who got (in his words) “divorce r@ped” by his white ex-wife and now just goes on rants about the CCP, Muslims and communism every time his pint-sized ass shows up at CNY. The dude is so crazy that last time I saw him in October, as soon as my aunt came over to hug me this guy runs up and just wraps his arm around her and tries to pull her away from me. Like, papi, she’s my aunt. He’s literally intimidated by a half-Asian, Asian looking guy showing up around my 64 year old aunt.

Asian women are like any other women, but also ten times more blunt and unable to control what they say, and most importantly, aren’t blind, so they are fully aware they marry men they are physically repulsed by. But it doesn’t matter, because they NEED to marry this white man for the purpose of pursuing their educational / assimilation goals, with the added benefit off having total control of a dead bedroom where the man has NO OPTION but to accept it.

The worst issue of course comes with the kids, especially the sons; not only are we left with absolute dregs of fathers, guys who had no business reproducing at all, which winds up creating men like my brother, 41 year old virgins with zero ability to function other than as a worker drone. On top of that, we’re subjected to gendered racism against Asian men which our mothers again, do not care about, because she NEEDS to marry her ugly white man. The final cherry on top is the insane violence, dysfunction and anger within the home when the Asian woman’s pathological distaste and disgust for the ugly husband comes out every 2 seconds and she’s a giant ball of anger, rage, and disrespect, just 24/7, due to her loveless, asexual marriage.

That’s why half Asians have 300% of suicide rate of monoracials. Our mothers married specifically for race – but not even for a valid reason, but just because. And they rarely if ever pick winners, they deliberately go for the most anemic, asexual, dweebish, weird white guys around, then expect their half-Asian sons to be perfectly well adapted to a world where interracial marriage between Asians is wildly lopsided and being Asian is only seen as good when it’s on a woman. On top of that, they simultaneously push this “hybrid vigor” shit onto sons whose fathers are 5’5″ invisible men, and then poorly equip us to deal with legitimate, actual racism from women. Then, they wine and pine for “Asian society” realizing fully well Asian society won’t take them after they sold their wombs and souls to ugly white guys in the west, and definitely won’t take us, their sons, after we ourselves get rejected from the west.

The terrible, terrible reality of being a half-Asian, Asian looking man – I don’t think people understand the scope of this

I am half Chinese, father was a racist Holocaust-denying Japanophile, and in general – many of many Asian friends are still single in their 30’s and in my immediate family, there are no Asian men / non-Asian woman pairings while there are 3X that in terms of Asian women + white males; (and it’s only white males, no other race, half of these guys are pretty openly racist, one of them pulled me aside and started talking about Chinese spies on CNY, then on Christmas was ranting about Muslims having their call to prayer and making fun me and my wife’s trip to Dubai because he believed we “could have gotten blown up”).

Going outside on the daily it’s probably 100:1 white man / Asian woman to Asian man / non-Asian woman. Any single poster here can leave their house and see this. There are 100s of posters here from NYC, so just go outside and look. In some cases you see even more Asian women with white men than they are with Asian men. This ALSO includes half-Asian men, who are lumped in with Asian men despite having Asian mothers who belonged to the trend.

I don’t see why it’s so controversial to point this out. There should LITERALLY, in 2025, be active attempts all across the board to increase the self-esteem of half-Asian men in order to properly welcome this new demographic, yet there is not. There has been zero attempt to assimilate Asians other than through the women.

I’m half-Asian, been bullied for it my whole life, (including Asian girls, one who told me my only chance of getting laid was moving back to China) and yes, married, but I think it’s getting to an alarming degree now because the half-Asian men in my family (past 40 in one case) are still unmarried and several of my best friends are pushing 40, unmarried, and have become embittered due to the imbalance, want to get a white woman “to balance it out,” yet CLEARLY cannot.

Past a point it becomes impossible not to ask WTF is going on. The message, ON PAPER, is that YES, Asian men REALLY are that undesirable. And by extension – so are half Asian men cause when people are looking for Asian heritage as a dealbreaker, they don’t care if it’s 50% or 100%. Asian women themselves have REPEATEDLY reinforced this message for decades and now here are 100s of 1000s, if not millions of Asian-presenting Asian boys.

How are they going to plan to prevent half-Asian guys from crashing out? Cause my brother had a wild crashout years ago after being bullied for being Chinese in the small town that my mother moved to (he was bullied by a white girl, no less; lest the Asian guys here want to pretend white women LOVE Asian men). The only other biracial Asian in his small town (Korean mother), was “randomly” shot and killed in a shady part of town for “no reason.” This is in BANGOR, MAINE, of all places. You can look up the news story.

I don’t think people fully understand the scope of this. It’s the full scale assimilation of Asian women into whiteness, the complete marginalization of Asian men, except the problem being that half-Asian sons…. look Asian…..

Couple years ago I walked into a shop in Maine with my aunt (married to a white man), the shop keeper goes “Are you Korean? I have an aunt who is Chinese, an aunt who is Japanese, and an aunt who is Korean!” Then he looks at me and goes “oh, hello! are you from Korea? Can he understand?” They literally assume Asian looking men are foreigners, while the women are there just to marry white guys. It’s complete insanity and there’s a total, complete gag order placed on talking about how bad it is.

Not understand how crazy that is, is beyond me. If anything it’s amazing there haven’t been daily crashouts since the 90s.

The living hell of being a half Asian man with a white dad / Asian mom

You know – before we begin – I’d like to talk about how happy I used to be a long time ago. Then I learned that there’s something called “gendered racism” against Asian men, and it was everywhere and it cut the soul out of my body and even 17 years later I haven’t recovered. So, let me tell you how I really feel. I was in denial for years about how bad it was because my parents and Asian family successfully brainwashed me into thinking I was white – but around 23 I realized that I literally wasn’t. I recently looked at some kid photos of myself and realized that I looked way more dark and ethnic than I had ever imagined myself.

Also, let me stop you right there before you talk about “muh Wasian celebrities” or “Joji” or “Keanu” or “some hapa you know with a 300k a year job and his mid white wife.”

I’m talking about the generalities here of being half-Asian and male, in the western world. For every “successful Wasian” you can name, I can go outside and see 100 WMAF couples, 0 AMWF, and like 15 “Wasian” men walking around totally alone, even with their dad’s money. Whenever I look around and try to find a normal “Wasian” man, he’s always gay, weird, into extreme military shit (i.e., gay), or weird.

Reason why? NOBODY WANTS ASIAN LOOKS ON A MAN. Period. On women – Asian looks are passable because they provide companionship for lonely incel white dudes with cash on hand. But on men – forget it.

I’m just gonna copy and paste from Twitter.

Being a half-Asian male is basically a fate worse than death.

1) Our own mothers generally hate Asian male looks. Asian culture is ruthless and marrying a white man just because he’s white, not because you love him, is basically seen as “a thing one must do,” for no real reason other than “just because.”

2) Insane bullying only against Asian males, with Asian women joining in.

3) My own mother hoped for daughters, cause they’re easier to assimilate into western society than half Asian men. She told my brother this, and I recently learned from him about two years ago that she had told him this. My OWN MOTHER hoped for daughters.

4) 99% of half Asian women get with white men. Both AMWF and WMAF are like this. Of the two dozen or so Wasian girls I know, 100% of them married a white guy.

5) Dad was a Nazi sympathizing autist with major aspbergers. He was a Holocaust denier, read books by Pat Buchanan, Ezra Pound, Enoch Powell, and all kinds of far right stuff.

6) Mom tried to kill me on several occasions, I guess for looking too Asian.

7) Bullied for being Asian by non-Asian guys who used to get Asian girls.

8) Had an Asian girl tell me I should go back to China to get laid. She had a white boyfriend

9) Own family member bragged about how Caucasian one of my female cousin’s kids looked. “She doesn’t look Chinese at all! That’s awesome!” This was about October 2025.

10) Aunt’s boyfriend went on a rant about Muslims last CNY when we heard the call to prayer outside of their apartment building.

11) Met a Chinese girl at a party. Told her I was half-Chinese and she went “ew” and walked away

12) Most of my Asian American male friends are so mentally beaten they make fun of me for speaking Chinese. Most of them are single pushing 40.

13) 100% of my former friends made fun of me for being Asian.

15) My brother is a 40 year old Trump supporting Nazi who believes slavery should be reinstated. Thinks he’s white and wants to be an “all American boy.” Also a fucking virgin at 40.

16) My aunt always tries to ask me if I think I look more like dad or mom (white or Asian), hoping I say white. I don’t look white.

17) Mental problems from meeting white people and hearing them say racist shit thinking I won’t care because I’m half white.

18) Asians gaslight me constantly telling me I’m privileged and white when I’ve literally had the shit kicked out of me by Polish gangsters in Brooklyn. I look so Chinese that old Chinese men outside of China look at me and smile.

19) Every Asian girl in my family is with a white guy and these guys are uniformly ugly and / or racist or both.

20) Every half Asian girl I’ve ever met whether her mom or dad is white, gets with a white man.

21) Only girls who like me were Indian / black, mom made us break up by telling me black girl would give me AIDS. Exes were Indian and my dad shamed me with his religious brainwashing out of having sex with them, and yeah I believed him.

22) Because I’m tall people in the US think I’m mainland Chinese and treat me like absolute shit, especially if they’re Asian.

23) WMAF couples stare at me when I try to just eat lunch or dinner alone. I’ve had a couple just sit there and fucking look up with spoonfuls of congee in their mouth just looking at me like they were trying to gauge if I’m “okay” or not with their shit.

24) Police / customs agents have profiled me before coming back into the USA from China. I was born like 1.25 miles away from Laguardia airport.

25) Former “good friend” told me “bigguuhh Amelican penis” (South Park reference) when I told him I was going back to China. This same guy could only get with Asian and half-Asian girls.

26) When I talk about or try to complain about my racist white family my Chinese family just claims that I’m mentally ill and that I need to “focus on career”

27) my mom weighed 75 lbs at her death due to starving herself out of depression at marrying my dad

28) mom beat the shit out of my brother and I to take out her anger at getting with my Nazi dad

29) mom used to make fun of dad while he ate so he would eat with his face in his hands

30) mom would pull us into bed and have covert emotional incest

31) I’ve had literal Asian women roll their eyes at me and try to show PDA to their mid white boyfriends in front of me… for the crime of being (half) asian and sitting next to them in a church or airport

32) Gay Asian TSA agents harass me because they think I’m Chinese

33) get asked “where I’m from” almost once a week despite looking CLEARLY EuroAsian but that doesn’t mean shit because I’m basically full Chinaman to westerners

34) Asian Americans tell me to STFU bc I’m “white” but in China, cops looked me in face n were surprised I was foreign

35) There is ZERO community for biracial Asians bc most biracial Asians online are homosexuals emasculated by their WMAF golddigging moms and racist dads, and basically 100% of #Wasian girls marry white dudes

36) When I was like 11 my Chinese cousin used to bring home these huge Jewish guys and have loud sex with me downstairs, downright sexual abuse

37) Her sister told me that she couldn’t wait to leave China to “kiss all the white people in NYC” (NYC is 40% white)

Communism for sexy men; capitalism for incels

I was at a communist museum in China dedicated to foreign gifts given to China, and I noticed immediately that all of the non-white, non-European countries gave elaborate, beautiful gifts bearing their traditional culture. Especially the African countries. The only European country to give amazing gifts was Russia, and some smaller states like the Czech Republic or something. At the end of the museum I just saw this photo, which I’ve never seen in my entire life, and just stared at it for like 5 minutes (not even being sentimental or corny, I just was amazed by the photo) cause all the cats in it looked so happy. We were taught in Murican schools that being communist meant you were miserable and poor.

On the OTHER HAND, the western white countries all gave sports stuff. Like saddles, skis, footballs. America gave NFL jerseys. Like a cheap-ass jersey with President Xi’s name on it. I was legitimately disgusted by it. And this goes past my usual eyerolling at whites, it just made me legitimately annoyed.

That really ticked something in my brain box. Growing up I never played sports, I never liked them. They were sweaty and gross and guys were grabbing and rubbing all over each other. Basketball was alright, I played a little baseball, but I found them dumb when I could just leave and go hook up with a girl. I found there were too many weird white dudes who would get super worked up about sports… like who cares?

As I said, I focus on my sex life because I’m convinced it’s the reason behind my ideology. Since I was a teen I’ve had girls telling me to my face they want to do things with me – in bed. Yes, really.

I hung out with a lot of POC people from all walks of life and it was normal to just want to chill with the girls who wanted to smash us. We used to clown on the white people in my school since they were all into theater and obnoxiously loud, despite being a minority at my public school. Ever since I was a kid I had this dream of leaving the US – which I found static, weird, cultureless – in favor of going somewhere else. I used to get adamantly mad when one of my friends joking called me “white.” Because I took it as saying I had no swag and couldn’t get laid. Which is exactly what they meant when they used “white” as a slur.

I’ve always been a good guy and was well liked in my schools for being genuinely chill, kind and basically “keeping it real.” A lot of that comes from my early upbringing around my friends, and yes, the girls.

It’s been incredibly hard for me to upwardly integrate into “white society.” Not only corporate society, but American society at large, which is super puritan, swagless, and fake. It doesn’t matter who you’re talking to, corporate liberals or country people, they all seem like they’re putting on a front. Yes, this mostly applies to white or people who want to appear as white. I’ve never cared for money or saw the need for a career and always took an interest in hanging with and helping out the working / lower classes. It just came natural to me.

It’s been really hard to go from girls basically telling me they want me to get them pregnant, to our current culture, which is weird, capitalist, asexual, hateful, stiff and gay.

I think that’s why communism comes easier to MOST* POC men and good looking guys. We don’t need money to get laid. I talked to some of my friends and they seem to report that women asking them how much they make is normal for them. I sit there scratching my head thinking back to the times that women have straight up asked me to F them even knowing I was making like $1,400 a month. I remember sitting on the steps of my university with this random handsome one legged Afghani or Lebanese friend I made, and he was telling me how he had girls kissing his feet in bed, and he just couldn’t understand it, nor did he want it to end.

(*I say most cause the most annoying pro-American people I know are two 5’2″ midget Asian men in my family who act like knockoff white guys and I’m sure they’re both on the DL).

But to guys who genuinely understand women as a process of being purchased or wooed with money, obviously money becomes everything. An entire culture rooted around hoarding wealth to “keep” a woman that won’t even touch you is basically normal for most guys in the western world. It’s so soulless. Like, completely soulless. There’s nothing more real than a woman looking you dead in your eyes and telling you she wants you, she wants to eat you. That’s why everything seems fake to me, since I was a kid up until now. I guess when it happens to you enough, you become a man who has nothing to prove and everything to give. My life has been long but also it’s felt incredibly short. I feel like every day I’ve lived I’ve reflected on wondering what was going on my head but I think I finally get it. 25 years ago feels like yesterday because my “Wasian IQ” has given me an overactive brain (I hate the term Wasian, though).

Truly staggering stuff. It’s hard for me to even believe this, and I’m near 40 years old now. It’s crazy cause I honestly feel like I’m the first person to ever be self aware about this. Being half white maybe has been a blessing in that it’s provided me insight into both sides long enough to see what the real issue is. Part of the reason I’ve always been so F’ed up is because I’ve struggled between being what I really am – basically a player loser Chinaman like the kind my self-hating uncle HATED back in China – and being half-white, and being made to feel like I was wrong for doing what came naturally. For a long time I wondered what the hell my parents’ problem was, but now I see it.

How I became a half-Asian Nazi and why I’ll always live in shame because of this

What scares me is how easy it was to do this.

My brother is still a 40+ year old virgin with far right beliefs and I sincerely believe he wants to bring slavery back.

Do I have an excuse? No. But I can understand how this happened. As I said many times, my father was a pathological narcissist who wanted to “feel big” and basically fight back against what he saw as social change that penalized him as a white man – and he obviously had a problem with white women sleeping with black and non-white men – thus a “traditional” Asian woman was his methodology of achieving this. People take the path of least resistance in life, because life is a zero sum game and people are awful and evil – yes; even one’s parents. My dad was one of those guys who believed sex was evil, black men shouldn’t get with white or any women, that the Holocaust didn’t happen, that Jews ran society, that horror movies were evil, that the whole world was an evil place out to get him – rather than adapting to it. In reality he probably was a sexually frustrated autistic incel who never experienced the happiness and pleasures of life so all he could do was extrapolate his hatred onto the world.

Naturally, his sons would have inherited this narcissism and racism. I also have an adopted Asian uncle who literally thinks that he’s a white man – driving big trucks, wearing an American flag on his hat, talking like a weirdo redneck, wearing shorts in winter time, all around being a cringe knockoff of a white man. Why? Well – insecurity I suppose. I’ve heard both of them make comments about black men banging white women; talking about how bad immigration is; how much they love Trump.

Yes, that’s what it’s about. It’s a pathological fear of black men. Fear of sex. I went through this phase. My father was like this – deathly afraid of sex and women, which I think is why he went for an Asian woman – who he must have felt was asexual and predictable enough not to sleep with a black guy for fun. But before that, I wasn’t like this. I think a lot of my behavior stemmed from the subtle bullying and alienation I felt for being Asian. From friends, family, etc., the endless subtle comments. So it was easy for me to be swept up into Naziism. I wanted to be white at one point, but not really; I was also very proud of being ‘cool’. I was deeply insecure about being Asian for a while, as a result of the insane amount of microaggressions and betrayals. I remember in college – I had a crush on a black girl, and even she slept with one of my racist white friends, and I think that did major trauma to my brain, subconsciously. Naturally – I wanted to be white like my friend. After all – my mother had married a racist white man, not an Asian man, and to feel like I belonged and was “part of it all,” it seemed simpler for me to just adapt far-right politics in order to justify my newfound racism, my attempt to feel like I was higher on the hierarchy, despite being “lowly and weird Asian in blood.” When you’re surrounded by the toxicity eventually it becomes overbearing and you just want to fit in and belong, ESPECIALLY if they were people who were supposed to love and care about you.

I don’t feel I’ll ever live this down, because at the time I knew what I was doing. I was acting out of insecurity, and to this date I don’t know if I will ever be truly comfortable with being Asian. None of my Asian friends are; they’re ALL self-hating. Deep down, I was able to escape the far-right pipeline because I realized that I was a decent guy, and didn’t relate to the stagnation and sterile nature of white society. I remember even deep in my Nazi phase, I went out and befriended random black people at bars, on the street, etc., because I felt like I had more in common with them. Their freedom and coolness. But, again, I realize this was a luxury, to escape it. My brother? My 5’2″ Asian uncle? They’re a product of their insecurity, their lifelong brainwashing.

I helped myself by thinking back to how I was before I was, 21, or so. I was ardently anti-racist, and even didn’t like white people, like many New Yorkers, I thought they were cornballs. I didn’t even find the most stereotypical blonde / blue eyed white women attractive at all, to this day, I don’t, but then again, it’s not about what I find attractive – but more what THEY find attractive and as I see now, white supremacy is now going global. I remember growing up watching BET and ONLY being attracted to dark toned women. I don’t know what happened; I was introduced to some far-right anti-Jewish thought by some roommates of mine senior year of college (one was Persian, one was black, ironically) and I think from there I started to read some filth and it permanently screwed my brain up.

Nowadays, my brother is so brainwashed and in so deep on his racism that even at 40 he’s not willing to give it up. My father had brainwashed him and I to feel that IQ, “culture,” etc., made us more valuable than blacks, Latinos – aka, “wild,” “savage,” “oversexed” people. And all of his failures are due to mental illness rather than his own inability to function in the real world with equal competition. He believes HE deserves women and power, not “low IQ” black men.

I don’t think there’s a solution to this. It’s all I can do – just write.