You know – before we begin – I’d like to talk about how happy I used to be a long time ago. Then I learned that there’s something called “gendered racism” against Asian men, and it was everywhere and it cut the soul out of my body and even 17 years later I haven’t recovered. So, let me tell you how I really feel. I was in denial for years about how bad it was because my parents and Asian family successfully brainwashed me into thinking I was white – but around 23 I realized that I literally wasn’t. I recently looked at some kid photos of myself and realized that I looked way more dark and ethnic than I had ever imagined myself.
Also, let me stop you right there before you talk about “muh Wasian celebrities” or “Joji” or “Keanu” or “some hapa you know with a 300k a year job and his mid white wife.”
I’m talking about the generalities here of being half-Asian and male, in the western world. For every “successful Wasian” you can name, I can go outside and see 100 WMAF couples, 0 AMWF, and like 15 “Wasian” men walking around totally alone, even with their dad’s money. Whenever I look around and try to find a normal “Wasian” man, he’s always gay, weird, into extreme military shit (i.e., gay), or weird.
Reason why? NOBODY WANTS ASIAN LOOKS ON A MAN. Period. On women – Asian looks are passable because they provide companionship for lonely incel white dudes with cash on hand. But on men – forget it.
I’m just gonna copy and paste from Twitter.
Being a half-Asian male is basically a fate worse than death.
1) Our own mothers generally hate Asian male looks. Asian culture is ruthless and marrying a white man just because he’s white, not because you love him, is basically seen as “a thing one must do,” for no real reason other than “just because.”
2) Insane bullying only against Asian males, with Asian women joining in.
3) My own mother hoped for daughters, cause they’re easier to assimilate into western society than half Asian men. She told my brother this, and I recently learned from him about two years ago that she had told him this. My OWN MOTHER hoped for daughters.
4) 99% of half Asian women get with white men. Both AMWF and WMAF are like this. Of the two dozen or so Wasian girls I know, 100% of them married a white guy.
5) Dad was a Nazi sympathizing autist with major aspbergers. He was a Holocaust denier, read books by Pat Buchanan, Ezra Pound, Enoch Powell, and all kinds of far right stuff.
6) Mom tried to kill me on several occasions, I guess for looking too Asian.
7) Bullied for being Asian by non-Asian guys who used to get Asian girls.
8) Had an Asian girl tell me I should go back to China to get laid. She had a white boyfriend
9) Own family member bragged about how Caucasian one of my female cousin’s kids looked. “She doesn’t look Chinese at all! That’s awesome!” This was about October 2025.
10) Aunt’s boyfriend went on a rant about Muslims last CNY when we heard the call to prayer outside of their apartment building.
11) Met a Chinese girl at a party. Told her I was half-Chinese and she went “ew” and walked away
12) Most of my Asian American male friends are so mentally beaten they make fun of me for speaking Chinese. Most of them are single pushing 40.
13) 100% of my former friends made fun of me for being Asian.
15) My brother is a 40 year old Trump supporting Nazi who believes slavery should be reinstated. Thinks he’s white and wants to be an “all American boy.” Also a fucking virgin at 40.
16) My aunt always tries to ask me if I think I look more like dad or mom (white or Asian), hoping I say white. I don’t look white.
17) Mental problems from meeting white people and hearing them say racist shit thinking I won’t care because I’m half white.
18) Asians gaslight me constantly telling me I’m privileged and white when I’ve literally had the shit kicked out of me by Polish gangsters in Brooklyn. I look so Chinese that old Chinese men outside of China look at me and smile.
19) Every Asian girl in my family is with a white guy and these guys are uniformly ugly and / or racist or both.
20) Every half Asian girl I’ve ever met whether her mom or dad is white, gets with a white man.
21) Only girls who like me were Indian / black, mom made us break up by telling me black girl would give me AIDS. Exes were Indian and my dad shamed me with his religious brainwashing out of having sex with them, and yeah I believed him.
22) Because I’m tall people in the US think I’m mainland Chinese and treat me like absolute shit, especially if they’re Asian.
23) WMAF couples stare at me when I try to just eat lunch or dinner alone. I’ve had a couple just sit there and fucking look up with spoonfuls of congee in their mouth just looking at me like they were trying to gauge if I’m “okay” or not with their shit.
24) Police / customs agents have profiled me before coming back into the USA from China. I was born like 1.25 miles away from Laguardia airport.
25) Former “good friend” told me “bigguuhh Amelican penis” (South Park reference) when I told him I was going back to China. This same guy could only get with Asian and half-Asian girls.
26) When I talk about or try to complain about my racist white family my Chinese family just claims that I’m mentally ill and that I need to “focus on career”
27) my mom weighed 75 lbs at her death due to starving herself out of depression at marrying my dad
28) mom beat the shit out of my brother and I to take out her anger at getting with my Nazi dad
29) mom used to make fun of dad while he ate so he would eat with his face in his hands
30) mom would pull us into bed and have covert emotional incest
31) I’ve had literal Asian women roll their eyes at me and try to show PDA to their mid white boyfriends in front of me… for the crime of being (half) asian and sitting next to them in a church or airport
32) Gay Asian TSA agents harass me because they think I’m Chinese
33) get asked “where I’m from” almost once a week despite looking CLEARLY EuroAsian but that doesn’t mean shit because I’m basically full Chinaman to westerners
34) Asian Americans tell me to STFU bc I’m “white” but in China, cops looked me in face n were surprised I was foreign
35) There is ZERO community for biracial Asians bc most biracial Asians online are homosexuals emasculated by their WMAF golddigging moms and racist dads, and basically 100% of #Wasian girls marry white dudes
36) When I was like 11 my Chinese cousin used to bring home these huge Jewish guys and have loud sex with me downstairs, downright sexual abuse
37) Her sister told me that she couldn’t wait to leave China to “kiss all the white people in NYC” (NYC is 40% white)
White Dad Asian Mom - "I'm Not Racist, My Wife is Asian!" 
”9) Own family member bragged about how Caucasian one of my female cousin’s kids looked. “She doesn’t look Chinese at all! That’s awesome!” This was about October 2025.”
I’m assuming you mean October 2024? Also, 4) and 20) are the same.
Besides, I’ve seen your pictures from when you were doxxed, and you hardly look Asian imo.
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That’s not what I hear in real life. Depending on whose looking at me, I am Asian or white, but usually Asian. I’ve had Chinese people peg my exact ethnicity just by looking at me… soo….. who’s lying, me or some mentally ill woman online.
Also, your justification that half Asians have no right to complain because “we’re white” is just classic gaslighting, my guess is you’re some Asian woman trying to justify your white fetish and using the “all Wasians look white,” despite me hearing racism straight to my face before.
Also, my brother looks clearly Asian, but no one seems to bring that up. I have certain photos where I look VERY Asian, so once again, try harder.
Ask anyone who knows me, 90% of them consider me Asian, since you’re so intent on going through my personal life.
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I am also Eurasian, btw, and also completely distrust Asians with a White fetish, including Asian women. I never said that looking White means you have no right to complain. Mixed Asians can still face anti-Asian racism from people who think we don’t look Asian.
Maybe you look very different in real life than you do in pictures. Either way, I don’t doubt the validity of your experiences. That being said, the fact remains that most Eurasians looks White (or at least “White enough”) by Asian standards.
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White people think I look white, Asians think I’m Chinese, I guarantee you if you saw me in person in passing you could potentially mistake me for monoracial, but maybe cause I’ve gone full native for so long now
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This is what I look like in passing. This doesn’t look like a white person if you saw me on the street. I look clearly Asian enough to have been given shit for it non stop my entire life.
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